The Carousels

Monday, January 14, 2008

Woah I really disappeared for like a week plus. Was really tired for this whole of last week and time passed really fast.

Work was quite alright. Mundane. The only appropriate word.
I was told to do the usual stuff.. printing, photocopying, etc. Some nice things are like being part of the orientation team for the new hires and etc. I have to say that I wasn't free for more than 15mins for the whole of last week so it's quite a busy week.
But then again. I can't. I'm not suited for this job. Probably this conclusion came too early you might think but I can foresee the things that I will be doing if I continue. It will not be what I want. I'm a person who wants results and recognition. I want to do things fast and accurate. I want instructions to do given clearly etc. The culture there was just different from my ideal. Probably I should change what I wish for to the reality. But I guess I still have the luxury to imagine. But then again to stay in this job for 6mths kindda terrifies me. Day in day out I've been trying to talk to them and make friends with everyone in the department, but the thing is, some of them are so aloof that I frightens me. And I'm afraid of over doing the big-smiley-face thing that gives others the impression that I'm bimbotic. I don't know how to look capable and yet easy to talk to. Right I know, it takes time. In anyhow, work is alright.

On the happier side, Gor's wedding was quite fun. I took almost 2.5 hrs to do my hair and my makeup. Enjoyed it hell lots. Cause I watched alot of youtube videos with how to draw smokey eyes and how to do hair buns sort of vids and I was afraid I couldnt produce what I want. Thankfully, I'm quite satisfied with the results. Hehehe.

I think I should go sleep soon. But I need to bath first I think. Hahaha it's 12am. Now I've finally understand why people say working ain't fun at all. Life's still restricted cause you need to sleep alot. Probably I will try to get accustom to this and try to sleep later. Adjust my biological clock more. I don't know. I feel so in need of time for myself. Probably too much of nua time in the past that I'm missing them alot now. Hahahah.

I feel so dumb-ified at work by doing those stuff. But oh well, everyone needs to start somewhere. Perhaps I should change my mindset.

crOwn_clOvera 1/14/2008 11:11:00 PM

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