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Friday, December 31, 2004

oh yeah n it's last day of the yr today n everyone had a great yr rite?hee
this yr..hmm..a rather 'spent too much' yr..i tot i knew how to control wat to spend on..but someway somehow the money juz dun stay with me..so my nxt yr's resolution is to spend less!im telling myself from tmr onwards my monthly expense is only 150bucks..
gosh pls pls i muz abide to this man..coz anyone who noes me will noe tat i love to spend..so means less on chocs..less on expensive food..less of restaurant visits..go hm for meals more..erm..of coz..less on shopping..
but i stil got lotsa things havnt buy leh..hai..basically is juz lik 2..i wanna get a facial product..ya..feel lik trying lancome..but need money leh..i tried lik almost all the cheap ones but they only worsen my skin..my skin is better if i dun wash lor..n i wanna get a pair of heels..but mayb lik 2,3 cm only those type..hai..
somebody save me

crOwn_clOvera 12/31/2004 04:45:00 PM

i guess being envious is also good in some sense..coz i will remind myself how to strive better..in the past i was childish..i tot i MUST surpass my sis..but after getting my A's that time..it wasnt the case anymore..we are some sort on par..after so long im finally lik "there"..but i dun feel any achievement or whatsoever..coz surpassing my sis is tat impt anymore..cant believe i was so childish back den to cry over losing to her..all in all i wasnt incapable of surpassing my sis..but myself..i was so darn into winning everyone..being the best..being the winner..being the one everyone said "u did so well!"..but it's not necessary rite?
i had wanted tat attention so badly back den..perhaps i still wan it now..but less strong le bah..

or in some sense it is good to hav the goal in my mind to surpass my sis as i will do my best..see wat im doing in uni now..im juz bloody lazy n unwilling to give up my time in shopping playing surfing to study..look at wat im doing now..blogging..shld really limit myself to lik mayb 3 times a wk only..n now tat ying had passed me the soc psyc book..i shld start getting my hands n eyes n brains n concentration on it..ya la..

crOwn_clOvera 12/31/2004 04:41:00 PM

im backie!
hee back frm erm chalet..ya ya..
not mine..but will's bunch of frens one..yeah they re nice ppl..though some exceptions..haha
met him on wed nite n we went str to zouk..yes mountain turtle me
it's my first time there..bleh
he had lik ard 10 frens n intro here n there n i was bz memorising e name to face..den drank a lil n we danced for lik 4hrs plus..siao i tel u
siao
coz aft lik 3hrs both of my knees hurt lik no one's biz n my brain was banging n my energy is depleting but i juz kept on dancing..nice though..go more will slim down i tel u..haha..good method of losing weight??yeah :)
n i met tim frm smu there..nope nope siew hui not ur tat tim..another one..
den aft a while when i was dancing real shiok someone tapped my shoulder n said hi..i gave the blur look n that guy said "pj rite?".."uh-huh" still with the blur look.. n he said "im alex, charles's fren, rem?".. "oh~!! hi hi!!"
seriously, i dunno him
lol
n i dunno did i hear the correct name, well mambo nite v noisy la hee
but i juz acted as if i recognised him n acted a little tipsy so he wun think im entertaining him..haha hey this is called PR okie..which is a job that i might consider in the future..hee
jck or charlie if u read this pls tell me who is this person k..coz i predict he might be one of u guys' frens at chinablack..right?sorry la..bad memory..old ppl pardon k..hee
den it was supper at some prata shop..cheese prata nice..den str back chalet to zzzzzz
second day was lik whole day indoor..quite dumb coz go chalet stay inside whole day..played in-between..u get 2 cards n if u think the nxt card wil fall betw the first 2 cards den u bet lor..if u think ur chances are high den u bet bigger lor..n i was lik winning all way long, until.........
i got lik n <4> n will got lik n <3>
u cant believe how suay we are..coz we tot juz play it big den fun mah..so he called "10 bucks!"
piang come out <2>
arr so nxt was my turn n i tot i could earn it back so i called 10bucks too n guess wat??
<3>
got more heng or not????i lost 20 juz lik tat!!!!arghhhhh
den tried to get it back but cant le..sob sob..haha
den aft this we played pictionary..haha fun fun..coz it's so hilarious how some acted the phrases out..haha..
den more gambling..played blackjack..can la i won lik abt 4bucks n will won bout 12bucks..got almost all back..the worst was jasper..he lost lik 50over..poor thing ar..coz he's the banker den lady luck was on wei xin instead..he took over as the banker n he won lik 70 plus..siao hor..we only played lik 50c 1 or 2 buck..
surprisingly..i slept for only 3 hrs this morn n im not tired..
this chalet quite nice la..get to noe more ppl..

wen: one of will's frens told me his gf got 68 hamsters..total 15 cages..

haha

ying:thanx girl..for the book..for making the trip down though it's raining so darn heavily n for all the words..thanks.. :)

crOwn_clOvera 12/31/2004 03:53:00 PM

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

A DAY OUT IN SGH aka WAIT FOR EVERYTHING DAY

haha luckily my ah gong is in SGH not NUH..but anyway they suck a lil too..coz the DOC BROKE HIS PROMISE!!!
i hate it when ppl break their promise
im juz a little girl living in her lala land who hate it when ppl break their promise
esp
TO ME
promise me, do it
yeah den doc was supposed to come to ah gong's ward again coz missy told him i wanna talk to him..n missy said he will come..n den i wait n wait he nv come..wait until my pang sai cannot tahan okie...hahaha oops
but den luckily ah gong can be discharged today..yeah..n he was out of tat hospital at ard 1..
but im not tat lucky
i stayed n waited n waited n waited til tat william came
he went to the same hospital to donate platelets
den wait n wait n wait some more to wait for the process be done..gosh..
so tats called a day out at sgh
siao lor
i woke up at 7plus there at 9plus
sit stand talk watever there til 5plus 6
got watever virus im the first one to get
i waited for the doc to come.waited for the missy to come. waited for the pharmacist to come.waited for the missy to come again. waited for that *toot* pig. waited for tat pig's donation to be done
wait n wait
wat's worse?i bought a chicky tat can dance for mama n it's faulty
wang ba dan

juz dun get it..y some guys cant hav the freaking courage to say tat u lik someone..comon la..u noe im talking bout u..haha aint not preaching u..but den juz wanna say..cherish wat's in front of u..dun regret if u lose it..girls dun keep waiting for u..there are other guys who may go for her..dun lose her k?GO FOR HER!!at least u noe u tried n no regrets..
alright im preachin
hee

ya lor photocopy good coz i can spilt up
but stand there in front of the protocopy machine for hrs can kill ar..i hire u do k?? wahahaha
one hr 50c k?on bo?

im tired...v tired..today is juz so draining..im so drained by so much things..hai..
to u:sorry k..i mean erm..haha i dunno wat to say..but sorry..

crOwn_clOvera 12/28/2004 10:55:00 PM

Monday, December 27, 2004

went to c ah gong..k la still okie..thank god..
it's juz tat his heart area is swollen..
dunno y..
so tmr morn im going down with ah ma..early so tat we can catch tat doc!haha
hope he has some basic idea wat is it le..betta be..i juz hate it when they din give thorough check..
wheres ur responsibility n care as a doc??>
fuck
betta treat my ah gong

crOwn_clOvera 12/27/2004 11:04:00 PM

oh ya...n i watched meet the fockers n kung fu..
meet the fockers was rather boring to me..coz the only funny part is the little boy "ass hole" haha so cute..but tat's it..the story is bout how the families of 2 couples come together..trying to be funny..erm okie la..but basically i think i hated that girl's father so i dun really lik e show..irritating MCP..arrghhhh
haha

erm den kung fu was oso quite boring..i lik the part when the axe gang dance..v funny..haha..overall the show quite lame la..both shows are meant to be funny..but fockers wasnt tat funny as i expected..almost fell asleep..

oh ya n i watched alexander too..vcd la..but its..not nice!i dun lik..i watched it coz ying say its nice..but it was so boring to me tat i fast forward the last 30mins..juz to see how it ends..coz wasted lik 2.5hrs to watch it so muz finish anyway..it dun seem to hav any plot?coz its all bout wat he did..juz tat..oh ya n i din lik the way it was filmed..the part when alexander almost died?y did they put it in red?lik wat ever he saw was red..it din really make sense la coz u dun hav bloodshot eyes when u die?or abt to die..so ya..n the battle scenes werent as nice..

guess i still lik shows tat has lik 'hidden meanings'..ya..lik those tat will make u ponder..those tat u wil learn from it..still lik police story alot..yeah the recent one..coz it shows u that rich isnt equal to happiness..yea i juz love tat show..so moving so sad..hai hai..
n i lik love stories too!lik briget jones..how to lose a guy in 10 days..princess diaries..all nice..hee..

crOwn_clOvera 12/27/2004 05:35:00 PM

i need more rest..so tired sia..
fri family gathering..n we exchanged gifts!yeah :)
i gave sis a pair of earrings n a watch..gosh tat watch is fabulous i tel u..i fell in love with it the min i saw it at far east..too bad they only hav one piece..nvm..it's betta this way isnt it..so i wun spend MORE money..hee
n i gave gor a crumpler waist pouch n si liang a crumpler hp pouch..glad that gor likez it..hee
n papa a billabong tee..a lil too small..but can la..
n it's mama's turn!yeah :D
hee i think she liks the necklace..yeahhhhh
coz she wore it lik for the whole of sat..hee..but..hmm too small??i feel so...

n hmm i got a bikini set n a dress from gor n jeanie which i lik..n den a bear from sis..v cute..n 2 bags n a necklace from my bf..a really bright green elle bag n a dorothy perkins bag..hahaa the elle bag is sooo bright i tel u..but will wear it la..dun worry..

n den sat was a gathering for sis..erm erm..it's quite sad for her coz she was supposed to hav lik 20 frens n colleagues comin over in the end only less den 10 came..hai..some got hangover some sick some fell down some bz with other things..i can feel her sadness n anger coz she had plannned it n bought allll the gifts for them yet they din come..hai..

n sun was da best sia..hee coz me whole family went out together n shop..sorta la..haha..we went shaw mango first..n me sis n jeanie were lik shopping shopping in mango n gor will pa n ma juz sat outside at mac waiting for us..haha yeah i bought another 2 tops..hee..but will paid them..hee..
den dad suggested going og coz that's the place where u can find things for everyone..so we started walkig down town..but den we din have the time to walk all the way to og so we went metro instead..oh gosh i saw this really cute chicky that can dance!!daNcE dAncE danCe!!woohoo!!haa gonna buy for mama..haha
n den it was dinner at san zhong liang jian..erm i hate those waitresses sia..
"huan ying guang lin!" n they repeat n repeat n repeat n repeat n repeat.......
food okie only lor..

n ah gong is in hospital now..hai..went in last nite..gonna see him ltr..pls docs pls check properly can..i dunno whether i shld doubt the ability of singapore's doctors..darn them i tel u!!arrr..my ah gong went in that time cant they check properly????it's not as if we cannot pay ur darn medical fees alright!!n ur fees are freaking expensive n god knows where u put all the funds to!!freaking expensive n yet i DO NOT see the good quality n service on comparative terms!YOU BETTA CHECK PROPERLY!!
aint i coward..only shout n vent my anger here n i cant do anything to the doc..coz my ah gong's life is in their hands..all those serials n movies of wonderful kind docs are cheater bugs..they are not alright..damn
cure my ah gong!!

n tat stupid bbdc has a stupid website damn
i cant find the freaking place where i can register for my driving test n tat mum is nagging into my ears
shuttup
im in hell of a bad mood coz everything is so bad now..n it will get worse i tel u
life will not be so damn ez tat the bad things are only this..it will yes it will turn worse

crOwn_clOvera 12/27/2004 02:15:00 PM

Sunday, December 26, 2004

erm did my tag board spoil?dunno..
my brain very heavy..lack of slp these days..plus shopping n helping mama with gathering stuff..n im falling sick soon too..so dopee tired..
din blog these days..kindda lost e mood to do it..perhaps aft a good nite rest wil be betta..
nite nite.....

crOwn_clOvera 12/26/2004 11:55:00 PM

Friday, December 24, 2004

merry xmas!stil the eve..but in the mood already..hee

yeah ytday gor 's back!!hee..but den he lost weight sia..haha..
n i watched kung fu ytday..hmm okie la funny la..but there's no meaning..the plot quite dumb..ya..

darn i soooo wanna go mango sale sia..everyone's going xcept me!!arrrr...
coz im goodie goodie daughter staying at hm helping mama with today's n tmr's dinner..today is a family thing..tmr is a party for sista bday cum xmas party..n bcoz of this!i havta forgo my mango trip.....................
mayb i'll go tmr..mayb mayb..

shld i say this..hmm sorry pals..that i made that day a bad day..we talk bout it when we meet ya?perhaps he really dun deserve tat..but still..i cant accept tat kind of behavior..sorry bout tat..but i juz cant stand it..nxt time if sth lik this happens i will try to hide it the toilet k?

i needa learn anger management rite?ya i need..or else i my nerves will burst n my blood wil be on the floor one day

crOwn_clOvera 12/24/2004 03:33:00 PM

Thursday, December 23, 2004

hmm today wasnt a really happy day i guess..but overall..same la..

juz tat i still think im not wrong..alright im stubborn n self centred..i noe i shldnt hav shouted at him..but im still v firm on tat he's also wrong..coming my hse where i do not know him at all, n neither does he, n he did not lik remain quiet when he ought to..making noises tat din stop after my repeated screaming..
if u say the other one was noisy..i do not think so..all he did was trying to find something to do for all of us..at least he did not say nonsensical things..
but instead..tat guy juz keep on singing even when i rudely told him to shuttup..
im wrong to scream at ppl..but he's not right either..n i still believe this..
i dislike him

perhaps i shld really change my habit of shouting at ppl..some i mean it some i were juz playing..sis reprimanded me for shouting at si liang..i tot i was fooling ard with him only..n yet they took it so seriously..perhaps i shld juz learn to shuttup for a time being..wtf..

i so wanna yeah tat my gor is back tmr..

crOwn_clOvera 12/23/2004 01:32:00 AM

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

jack:me ah gong is fine..thanks..yup thank god doc said it's not something major thing..he was back tat nite..saw him today when i went sheng siong with ah gong ah ma, third aunt n uncle n mama..but ah gong seemed to be in pain when he cough..poor thing la..so old le still pain pain..haiz..i juz dun wish to see ppl in pain..coz somehow i can feel their pain..
some ppl only la..some i juz dun care
haha

crOwn_clOvera 12/22/2004 11:35:00 PM

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

hee juz talked to gor on msn..it's been soo long since i talked to him sia..yeah i do miss my gor man..it's lik the three of us had been quite close that time b4 he left for aust..aft tat i din do my part to keep in contact..lik sis at least wil call or email gor..but i din..but nvm!he wil be backie on thurs!!!yeah!!!i so wanna hug him when i see him
but i cant la siao
it's so in-built in asian culture that we juz cant lor
i can hug hug my sista but not gor bah...
hee but yeah he's coming back!! :)

i guess im juz lik this..i dun do my part to keep in contact with others..lik my pri sch frens..sec sch close frens..hai..

crOwn_clOvera 12/21/2004 11:46:00 PM

uhhh..wat to blog..gosh in msn now n ppl r lik talking bout wat xiaxue n wat best blog thinggy..im not really interested..but well is bcoz i cant catch up..so dun listen le..haha

oh!!sista juz gave me a xmas stocking..hee..well it has lights leh..v pretty..i was surprised when she gave me..coz she called me into our room..den i saw it on my bed..but i cant see my sis..i was lik oh..hee..eh where r u..den she suddenly appear from behind the door..haha..thanks sis :)
it's juz the nice feeling coz u noe urslef that ur family is bonding so much more..n so much closer with each other...hee

oh ya n i hav to mention this..hmm..my bf came to find me at factory today..haha..bcoz im pissed with him!i juz cant get it he said he was not free to go out w me bcoz he wans to make my prez..eh so prez more impt?okie im juz plain unappreciative..but i still remain my stand..i dun think his reason for not gonig out w me is valid
bleh
but well he came today n we watched how to lose a guy in 10 days..gosh such a nice show..coz i lik love story..i alwaz lik them..it's juz so heart warming to see the leads together aft some obstacles..oh well i noe it's JUZ MOVIE..but yeah i still lik them..at least it's better than those stupid fighting show where baddie are stupid n goodie are the winners..sian..haha

crOwn_clOvera 12/21/2004 11:25:00 PM

Monday, December 20, 2004

my back is achin..my shoulder too..n my feet too..poorr thing..haha..
yeah we earned 80bucks in 5 hrs!!hee happy happy..
n we saw a hunk today sia..haha for full details pls refer to ying's blog..haha we were lik oh gosh he's so hunky!n e best part?he was so humorous!ya la..haha..aft tat we were lik wah..wah..wah.....hahahaha

hmm..oh ya..my ah gong is in hospital now..poor thing leh..doc suspected tat he teared his muscle near his heart area..mummy say mayb is every morn when ah gong goes for his usual morn exercise he stretched too much..hai hai..
den tmr im going down with ah ma..hai ah ma muz be worried sick sia..hai..pray tat ah gong is fine..

ya i wanna say i gotta thank ying lots lots sia..coz my sense of direction is 0 n hers is 100..haha..i alwaz "cai" this n that..den she lik can rem where did we walked n sorts..if i wasnt doing with her..i think i will lose my way n sit there n cry n wait for jing ca shu shu to save me..haha

crOwn_clOvera 12/20/2004 11:20:00 PM

Sunday, December 19, 2004

sometimes i think i blog for the sake of bloggin..not tat i wanna blog..but i hav to..well juz wanna get certain things off my mind i guess..

yup so it was S10 gathering at mee hse...hem hem...i dunno wat to say..elaborate on wat we have done??
BORING
haha no la..juz rot mahjong this n tat
yeah n im trying to be a good host
trying trying but bleh
so...we played..indian poker..yes same old game n they r not game for going the crazy stuff..haha..den..more swing..den sucky pizza..den gas-y drinks..yucksssss...den erm incredibles?briget jones?princess diaries?ya..erm..wat else..sit ard n talk?ya i lik best was tat we sat ard n talked..not all coz some were so obsessed with mahjong..chey..den aft tat junjie's fren,zengdi, came..okie im juz being frank..i dun really hav a good impression of tat guy..i really really regretted letting him come..or mayb not to tat extent..but he's really noisy..i felt lik slapping him
ya it's those kind of feeling..even clau agreed tat she had nv seen such noisy guys..wah piang he really v noisy okie..talk n talk n talk n talk n talk n talk n talk n talk n talk n it conts...
alright let's not elaborate on him as it's wasting my blog space..

den it was erm..pillow fight in my gor's room?yeah..den nxt morn was laksa by my mama!!i juz love my mama's laksa..hee..den we were bored again n sat on the swing n we started playing "7-up" n cai quan n wat sorts..hai life's boring..

so tat's it..life is all bout playing n crapping with the others..yeah i prefer this den sch..but i cant escape from tat..
well think in another way..at least u get lotsa hols when ur schooling..picture working..u gotta work at least 5 days a week..stick to the working hrs..gosh..u cant even hav long long hols lik NOW..ya so ppl, appreciate sch times..work WIL suck more..
so *i await sch reopens!!*

crOwn_clOvera 12/19/2004 10:08:00 PM

Saturday, December 18, 2004

yup wen ying karen siew are reaching my hse in approx 1hr's time n i havnt brush my teeth, pack my hse, tidy n clear n hse, set up the baking stuff, change into proper clothes..
great great
haah

yup we earned another 50bucks last nite..well it wwas hell time okie..coz my sole was burning by the rubbing with the m)phosis flops..it's not meant for going here there everywhere..n my back was hurting a little..i wonder are we doing the correct thing..i mean is it worth it to earn money by walking ard?okie it is..it hav to be..coz i needa earn much more to survive..
this xmas season is really my spending season..hai hai..haha ubt im happy :)

den we went suntec for the midnight madness sale..ya tat's wat u call mad okie..u shld check out the crowd in charles n keith..gosh..it's as if the shoes were at 80% sale..but anyway i will NOT buy shoes from there anymore..coz i think the quality is darn shit lousy..i bgt a pair for lik barely 3months n the torn..waste my money
bleh
it was so crowded there tat ur mood for shopping was killed..i even see some ppl running from shops to shops..comon..not tat serious rite..haha..but i really like the necklaces in xcessories..though i din get to see any tat suits me..hmm..den den..erm..we went to topshop n dorothy perkins..ya topshops' jeans is really pretty..but it's ex la..ying saw this pair of dorothy perkins jeans but queuing up to try was troublesome so in the end she din get any..
but i got 2 bags from perkins!!YEAH :)
haha
it's real cheap coz it's on 20% sale..so i bgt one at 15.20 only n the other one will bgt for me..haha hilarious..he told me i buy one n i leave another one for him to buy for me as a xmas gift..so i told him buy le den he bring home n wrap it up..i will act as if i dunno wat he bgt for me n i will be "oh!!how did u noe i want this??i love this!" when i receive the prez..haha siao

i wonder the turn up will be good today..but anyway as long as it's enjoyable..it doesnt really matter who comes n who din..yeah..
pray hard the cookies will be tasty!haha
thanks wen for digging ur hse for the leaflet!! :)

happy bday ah shi!! :D
enjoy ya dim sum buffeeeeettt!!hee

crOwn_clOvera 12/18/2004 12:01:00 PM

Friday, December 17, 2004

my hind brain is splittin sia..addng song to my blogg..hope it works..
beyonce rox!
haha
so tired so tired..
walked lik ard ghim moh..den took bus to commonwealth..den walk ard there..climb stairs knock door..den walk n walk den walked all the way to queensway...my feet was on strike b4 we even started lor..i think they noe today will be tough..poor feet..i keep saying i wan foot scrub..but i nv do..haha..
dun wait le la..
ya going to slp le..

stupid dial up..takes forever to load..dun wanna load beyonce le..it cant work..forget bout it..nite everyone..

crOwn_clOvera 12/17/2004 01:49:00 AM

Thursday, December 16, 2004

finally finish doing the touch up of survey stuff..
did 10 today!haha but it isnt tat fun..coz we did cheat..feel a little bad sia but i mean ways out?
hai if u cant understand den dun..coz both of us agreed so it's none of other ppls business
rite ying?haha
so meaning each of us earned 50 bucks in 4 hrs!yeah!haha im happy
but still those money i earned r incomparable to the money i spent this hol..hai wat to do..
i spend alot
i lik to buy things

oh ya metophor frm my bf:
woman is lik the color cube (those whch has diff color on diff face side den can twist one to form same color on same side)
woman is lik this cube coz once u twist it, it's hard to make it back to normal..
yeah?
once u anger woman
u try
haha

MY metaphor is woman is lik playing a deck of cards..
You wun noe wat will appear nxt..
aka
moodswing
haha okie mine not tat gd..
shld try harder
haha

shit my cold comin back
i think my nose spoil le..keep sneezing when im slping..
disturb my sweet slp..arrr
cut my nose away

oh yeah was talking to ying n wen last nite..abt grEat pHilosOphy..haha
lik mayb after few months aft u break up..u start to miss the time u spent with ur ex..the sweet things he did or wat..ya..
somehow or rather u tend to forget the reason y u broke up..so mayb u will think of that person..
but i guess that's human nature..
thinknig bout the past is one thing...sweet it may appear to be..but it's no longer valid..
wat's meant to be memories shall be memories..
all of us shld learn to move on..
past is part n parcel of ur life..it's only there for u to think
not to back track..ya..
tHere's juz so much things in life to learn..

yeah tmr surveying again! :) ...?
haha
n it's shopping time again!!yeah!!haha

are blogs serve to tel ur frens wat u did each n every day, every single thing?or is it meant to be a place for u to think n reflect bout wat u've done?

crOwn_clOvera 12/16/2004 11:32:00 PM

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Yeah!!i baked a cake ytday!!yeah!! n it’s quite successful hor..coz it looks really lik a cake n it’s taste is quite smooth juz lik cake..e only thing tat it’s lacking is sweetness..i followed the recipe but it did not taste sweet enough!argh..
So mama told me to try again..juz bake another one..n tat was lik 6 plus already..i was quite tired but stil had to drag my fat feet to make it..n damn it..u noe mosquitoes are darn shit irritating????
They bited me lik hell lots of times!!arrrrr
N so I got more irritated n den my mum came over to help me den she was lik dun use this to weigh n this n tat n den in the end the whole bowl of egg white was on my shirt n legs.
Great
The more I got pissed
And den I wanted to take eggs out frm the fridge again but guess wat?while I was taking the fourth egg, I crushed it.
Yes I dunno why did I n how did I do it..perhaps is anger displacement..
Den more pissed..so I was lik telling my mum aiya I do it myself u go in..
Mean hor?i noe she meant to help me..hai but it’s lik she din even read the recipe den she wanted to help me do den she oso nv ask me wat to do den she lik juz stand there waiting to criticize my every movement.
Nvm she wanted to help but im juz a bastard

Yeah so of coz I baked the cake for a reason..it’s for my dear..haha
He likes cake 1..me too..cake 2 is too hard..hee

N I bought a shawl today!yeah :)
It’s abit purplish-pink..quite lik it..the salesperson recommended me tat color..if not I would juz buy the usual white or beige..hee yeah
N I got the pouch from metro..it’s quite pretty..can be used to put gifts..or to put dry flowers..or even use it as a go out bag coz juz put hp n money can le..hee..n it’s $2.90 only!hee
I lik
Oh n I made my contacts today..finally aft 2yrs..haha..ho ho ho..im broke again..okie I was broke long time ago..haha..

N ppl..if u hav the chance..go try lip’s cake k..super heavenly..really..
I tried the deadly sin cheese cake n oreo cheese cake..woooo yum yum..
Haha

Oh ya n I watched w/o a paddle today..hmm a show that makes u laugh from start til end..but perhaps my expectations was too high so I dun think it’s really worth for money..coz the moral is quite old fashioned n the plot is quite expected bah..but if u wan a laugh..or a lot of laughs..watch this show lor..haha

Oh no havnt msg the girls bout this sat’s baking..hmm k msg tmr..haha..or mayb tel them online ltr..hee..

Yeah wen!!i managed to bake a cake!!yipee!!haha

crOwn_clOvera 12/15/2004 11:08:00 PM

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

suddenly rem this..
i think i checked smuconnect again tat day..haha guess y?
coz i was having that tiny weeny hope that my good old profs will increase my grade w/o telling me!!
ya can only say
fat hope

tmr's a bz day sia..n im gonna watch w/o a paddle!hee i wanna watch tat..seems super doper lame but i juz wanna watch..haha

my table..havnt pack yet..n sch's starting..haha dun pack le..ma fan..oh!!i forgot to msg c who staying over sia..okie okie..do it now..sian

crOwn_clOvera 12/14/2004 08:55:00 PM

A very nice song::

The Way
Clay Aiken

There's somethin' 'bout the way
You look tonight
There's somethin' 'bout the way that
I can't take my eyes off you

There's somethin' 'bout the way your lips invite
Maybe it's the way that I get nervous when you're around

And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why

It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
That way that I want you tonight

It's the way that you hold me
And the way that you know me
And when I can't find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way

Somethin' 'bout how you stay on my mind
There's somethin' 'bout the way that
I whisper your name when I'm asleep, oh, girl
Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes
Oh, baby, it's the way that it makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons they may change
But what I'm feelin' stays the same

In the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight (tonight)

It's in the way that you know me
And when I can't find the right words to say
You feel it in the way
Oh, feel it in the way

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that make me
Love you, you, baby
So don't ask me to decribe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinkin' 'bout the way

It's in the way that (Oh) You move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight (tonight)

Oh (It's in the way that)
You hold me (the way you hold me, yeah)
And the way that
You know me (the way you know me)
When I can find the right words to say (Feel it in the)
It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me (feelin')
The way-ay-ay-ay-ay (feel it in the way)

There's somethin' 'bout the way you look tonight
There's nothin' more to say than I feel it in the way

crOwn_clOvera 12/14/2004 02:00:00 AM

i like my top
dun lik my hair color

crOwn_clOvera 12/14/2004 01:05:00 AM

Monday, December 13, 2004

woOooOOOo hOOoOoooOo!!
haha
*toot* is attached!!!!!!!
hahahaahahahahaha
*toot* ar..though u said can tell others la..but still..it’s betta tat u tel them..
but den..
as usual..im opened to bribes..u noe?a significant sum of money will be able to get me tel u who *toot* is..hee..
*toot* ar..u reveal who u are lor..okie doks???
hee
truthfully, I think im happier that u chose this than that..coz can see this will cherish u more..which is of coz very very impt lo..hee..
stay xing fu k..


I think ppl shld stop worry nothing out of nothing..wat will happen to me?nothing!juz dun get it..it’s not as if im gonna get killed..why worry nothing at all???
Hai
Alright concern concern..but still..im able to take care for myself..
K it’s not only for You..but also for mama..
See im still so very safe n sound now!!IN ONE PIECE

crOwn_clOvera 12/13/2004 11:30:00 PM

friendships
i wonder am i viewing them correctly..
everything juz sets me pondering...
perhaps i shldnt view things so superficially..
perhaps ppl are really nice n good n everythng..
perhaps it's juz me..
baddie old me..who thinks badly of ppl..did i see u wrongly?did i?
did i jump to conclusion so ever fast tat i condemned u wrongfully?
how do i noe i deserve anyone as my fren?
do i?

relationships
is everyone bound to get hurt in a relationship?
so is it necessary to get into one n end one?
n this old thing goes back to the same qn..so y do ppl,
humans indeed
wan to get into relationships when it will hurt u so much?
is it the same feeling as those who likes to watch horror movies or take rollercoaster rides?u noe u will be so scared n terrified but u stll wanna try it coz this kind of thrill is incomparable
but this is still so very different to relationship
coz ppl lik me dun lik rollercoaster rides or horror movies but i still do get into relationships..
so why den ppl lik to get into one?
or y do ppl choose to get into one?
is this wat u call unexplanable?
or is this wat u call love?
no one can really explain this to me isnt it?im juz curious

perhaps there isnt a need of ans
coz some things are juz better left unknown
untouched
unrevealed

crOwn_clOvera 12/13/2004 02:35:00 AM

Sunday, December 12, 2004

okie ya this sat is gathering
ppl if u hav pizza hut or canadian pizza or KFC leaflet PLEASE bring k? coz my dear sista throw mine away
haha
den can pls help me confirm whether who's staying over?
hmm okie anyone who sees my blog reply me plssss..
den i'll msg the rest
OKIE???
no negative ans accepted
muz reply

crOwn_clOvera 12/12/2004 11:40:00 PM

yeah!!tze may got her license!!hahaha
quick go quick go everyone
go congrats her
hee

crOwn_clOvera 12/12/2004 11:24:00 PM

ying ar!work on coming thurs n fri k?gosh i need money lik BadLy...
pok liao.....
perhaps i really needa work n study?dunno la c how..
money
hard to come by yet i dunno how to save
dun try to tel me not to spend
coz that's IMPOSSIBLE
u noe?
mission impossible
so juz let me be

yeah gor's coming back!!hee
oh erm it's another 11 more days..but that will pass by reallll fast coz im rotting too much..haha

crOwn_clOvera 12/12/2004 10:52:00 PM

oh my god..
joanna peh(bai wei xiu) so pretty!!her tan is so perfect and the white gown suits her soo much!ya lor ya lor..
den jeanette aw oso v pretty..lik the way she wear..hee..
but i think lai yi ling n phyllis quek n terence cao got in ARE ALL FLOPS
darn
really lor they go in muz b undertable one..haha okie mayb really got ppl vote for them..
but im juz curious, fann really with lee ming shun ar?lik all artistes teased them leh..hmm dunno..hahah..my sis say guy side seems true..girl side?
oh well they are actors afterall u noe..

yup yup agree w ying briget jones is nice..hee..there was a first part to it isit?okie i dunno n duh i din watch..but this is nice..well u juz gotta say that it does not mean tat only pretty n slim girls get the good guys..n some pretty n slim girls juz aint straight?hahahaa
ooOoOOo!!nxt sun 8pm got wu yan zu n wat's her name?erm yang qian hua?yup yup the two of them quite funny..yang qian hua's movies are always v nice..haha..
n ytday's princess D is also nice..erm the lead actress v pretty..hee..erm wat's her name?li xin jie..ya ya..
haha

yup so my life betw sch is juz purely "media related"
tv, movies, magazines, radio, mp3 etc etc etc
im getting myself to read tat book..erm called bending heaven?haha i forgot the name..n i still havnt got the chance to go lib to get THE book i wan..by that paulo guy..
mr charles will u do me a favour n bring that book on gathering day?thank you v much..
perhaps i will reward u by letting u into my hse?
u c wat will i do if u dun bring
try ar
haha

n i needa get my contacts, new specs, PDL, campus card blah blah blah
so much thing to get n buy n tat toopid sch fees is here..500 plus..i dun think i wanna get from papa n mama le coz juz heard they needa pay for sth MORE impt..so well..i will juz pay it myself..
hmm i told myself to work this break rite?i did not
great job ang sze hwee
great

crOwn_clOvera 12/12/2004 10:24:00 PM

Saturday, December 11, 2004

to kok:haha worm is a super old game..but quite funny la n im a game bai chi n worm is juz nice for me..hahaha
ya lor ya lor i've been either in town or bugis or both this whole week..darn sian liao..walk here walk there all the same kind of shops one..haha..
yeah i read ur bloggie u said u saw him..he shuai meh????my current ah shuai:wu yan zu haha
though takuya is stil v shuai
brad pitt is all time
tom cruise not bad
hahaha

oh yeah the most impt thing!!!
i past my advanced theory!!yeah!!hee im so happy so happy so happy so happy
but my evil papa
my mama called n told me THE letter is here..i had warned her b4 tat she cannot open it..n den she told me dad is opening it..n im still lik long way to hm..den i asked sis did i pass she told me they put the letter on the door..once hm i rushed to door took the letter that's there..guess what's that?
'FAIL'
my dad wrote it on a letter n put it there
n i walked into hse
'FAIL' 'FAIL' 'FAIL' 'FAIL' 'FAIL' 'FAIL' 'FAIL'
all over letters strung from my living room lights..DAD!!!
den he was lik u go find lor go find
store room
dining table
my stuff
NONE
guess where is it?
it's the top most letter strung from the lights!!
lalala i passed
bleh bleh bleh
but tat toopid will still say "u so happy for wat?everyone here got their license liao lor"
k lor
haha

yup went to meet wen ytday n forgo my og dinner..haha but it's worth it la coz i bgt really nice denim skirt n jeans..hee..
but tat girl as usual made me wait for an hr..but can pardon her coz she had something to do..yea haha
n the best thing is wen FINALLY got her denim jeans aft SOOOO long..haha n it's at 24bucks only..not bad eh..haha quality oso not bad la..n she oso got a denim skirt too!yeah so it's her 2nd skirt!yea!comon wen..girls shld wear more skirt rite?rite?hee
pretty pretty~~
hee

wonder how's ying..fun?

crOwn_clOvera 12/11/2004 11:19:00 PM

Thursday, December 09, 2004

n yeah i bored again..off to wormming liao..coz i hav nuts to do..yeah..
n den slp..i need ample rest..havnt had a really deep slp lately..mayb slp too much le..but nvm i will slp even more to counter it..
good nite everyone...
^_^

crOwn_clOvera 12/09/2004 11:24:00 PM

juz read ah ying's blog..i think i hav the habit to read hers first den blog mine..hee..
well levi's..hmm i've been wondering..am i getting more n more materialistic?i think i am..lik i will wan to get levi's..n zara n more brand ones..den i 'aim' to hav lik guess n gucci n LV n christine dior..wahhhh...hee..
n of coz..i think my liking for diamond has grown by..hmm..a little?guess so..i think im badly influenced by my dear sista..coz she sorta taught me the branded stuff..u noe lik LV there's the erm mini series n erm monogram series n sorts?yeah she taught me b4 i went shanghai so i could buy imitations for her..hahahaha..
n now..she taught me bout diamonds..hahaha..but i still think im not at the age to get diamonds yet..n i dun think my sis is at it too..hey u noe a pair of earrings is lik $1038?i wanted to get for my sis..to match her ring n pendant..but guess my weeny budget of $100 is wayyyyy off...haha
i guess being material aint tat good..coz im so particular abt image..particular abt how others view me..n lik i wanna act posh?nah i shldnt..juz b myself..yeah dun at tai tai le..so fake so fake..yucks

will said im getting so into pysc tat im getting hao lian bout it..lik using pysc terms in my blog n going so gaga over it n lik oh i noe this n oh i noe tat! i think it's somehow true..though i still dun care bout him aft he said tat..haha..perhaps i shld change my way of thinking...yeah my thinknig is whole shit lik wrong..i needa find inspiring books..haha but yeah gotta

hmm oh ya..was in lik sad mood coz i din get my desired grade for my stats..ya..din do well for my last pp..n went back to c tat toot prof he juz happily tell me oh u got how much for mcq n second part n den tat's it..no checking of pp..wat the heck lor..den schedule checking session for shit ar?den i shld hav juz emailed him lor!shit

ytday i oso spent alot..i think me n ying getting worse..haha..but i spent on xmas gifts la..pardon me.....haha
but im quite happy coz i got 2pairs of flops for 30 bucks..tat's lik cheappp..haha..n a zara top tat i wore today..hee..wat else ar...

n yeah so i got all my results..im not v happy with it..as usual..coz i think i shld get higher if i had tried harder..i did not try harder..i shld hav..i played toooo mmuch..ya..so i gotta study harder for my nxt term..haiz juz hate regretting n i always regret..shld come up with a betta study scheme n plan..haiz haiz..

n ya im lik in taka for consecutive 3 days..n to think im going there again tmr for og meeting juz suck it..actually i dun feel lik going..coz it's lik i think e turn up wil b bad..ya..but go la..but i really feel lik staying hm..coz this wk has been here there everywhere..din stay hm for this wk..i juz lik the feeling of staying at hm n rotttt...haha

ya my tots are all jumbled up..but nvm la..

yeah i went out with will today n of coz bgt more things..but juz a prez for jeanie(gor gf)..sharing with sista..i lik the bag..quite class..but im at the age yet..haha..n we had sakae sushi..n great i ate alot..luckily i wore the zara top tat's loose..or else i will look 5 mths pregnant..haha..i think will is so darn surprised that i can actually eat so much..but comon..if i eat little will i be in this size now?no

oh gosh can u believe it..we r lik oh christmas is coming!but we shld think is this way..oh shit it!sch reopens aft christmas!!NooOoooOoooooooo
i dun wanna turn back to sch mode again..haha but i cant choose..so i betta prepare myself for sch mode right aft xmas..yup so from 26th onwards i will start preparing..haha im slow la need a week to adjust my mode..machine abit old mah..hee

happy hols ying!!

crOwn_clOvera 12/09/2004 10:29:00 PM

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

oh my god...my stats results is coming out...arghhhhhh...scared........... *fingers crossed**

yup yup went town today!yeah!hee
i bgt lik hell lots of things..spent 100 over..but well i juz spent a little on my stuff..some others r christmas gifts!hee..i wonder did i buy the gifts wrongly..juz hate it if the party doesnt lik it..but nvm..i hav to comfort myself *it's the tot tat counts.....**

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh bad mood

crOwn_clOvera 12/08/2004 11:47:00 PM

hahaha watching the repeat telecast of ling ji yi dong..there's this girl who noes how to imitate "parrot sing bday song"..hen xiang..haha

ah ytday was happy..hee..though i was quite bua song tat he only came at lik 5 plus???bleh..haha..but the gift was great dear..hee..n i got my first ever bouquet of flowers!!hee seems quite a loser..first time?ar nvm..hee
n yeah i got the diamond pendant for mama!!loolalala..hahaha
but me n sista had to crack our tiny weeny brain to hide it..coz my mama always lik to look thru our things..n yes..my mama is looking at the album my dear made me..haha dun scold me!i din wan one..but she asked me so let her see lor..let her hav a laugh..hahaha..
hee
ltr going town lo...buy things buy things..haha
my tots r all jumbled up i dunno wat to write le..
perhaps i shld learn to shuttup sometimes..im lik forever pissing others off..f

crOwn_clOvera 12/08/2004 01:02:00 PM

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

ya im damn bored..so bored that i played lik 3hrs of worm..getting a lil sian of it liao..haha
i so wanna go shopping..yeah!tmr!haha oh ya n tmr betw 5 to 7 pm all starbucks drinks are free..u can donate..n all donation will be given to the salvation army..yeah ppl do help n at da same time njoy ur fav drink!hee

things to buy:
presents...
textbook!i wanna read soc psyc!hee
hmm wat else..oh ya n a pair of flops..suck it
oh ya n today needa buy mama's diamond..hohoho..i shld take down mama's expression on christmas eve..hee
wat else..mayb a bottle..c got money or not..
ya la of coz..wrapper..n ribbons..n boxes..
yr end shld b called the "rich-oso-bcum-poor season"
yeah needa buy so much things for christmas n new yr n start sch
ya im gibberish
bleh

crOwn_clOvera 12/07/2004 02:53:00 PM

i give up
i dun wanna bluff jack
some evil person told me to bluff say my hse suddenyy not free on the gathering tat day
coz my hse needa go overseas..okie okie not funny
erm den i feel bad n it's not tat funny afterall
in the end i will only pissed more ppl off n pissed myself off even more
so evil person,u evil plan is gone
go to ur evil land

crOwn_clOvera 12/07/2004 01:57:00 AM

sometimes i think some friendships are juz so faked
so superficial

it's different from wat ying said
or mayb it's juz the same..
i tot it was over
i tot it was my over-sensitiveness
i tot it was me who lik blamed wrongly..but haiz i dunno..

it's juz such a headache to think of these things..
friendships..
so fragile yet so strong
so irritating yet so sweet
so superficial yet so real

some things are juz better to be left unexplained
y bother to explain so much when it will not be a better ending?
but sometimes humans are so darn cheap tat they wan to noe a ans no matter how hurtful it is
haiz

crOwn_clOvera 12/07/2004 01:55:00 AM

alright im okie now
i hav to

ahem worked like for 3 hrs plus n earned 27 bucks..doesnt sound much but im happy doing survey work..although it’s super tiring to walk walk ard blocks..but I juz lik it..perhaps I had compared it with the focus dailies job so survey work is much betta
haha

all I had to do was to go the the specific unit n ask for the specific person n get the person to do the survey lor..hmm did it with ah ying..hee fun coz we crap a lot..haha
but my feet hurts..coz that stupid charles n keith slips sucks big time..but well it’s cheap..but I bgt it for barely 3mths n it’s spoilt!!bleh
I need new flops again..hai..money

Erm wat else..oh ya ya!!haha me n sista gonna buy diamond for mama..hohoho..ya la coz mama always lik diamonds but dad dun buy..haha..so basically wat I earned will be gone lor..

darn la my throat still has the oat biscuit smell..YUCKS..it doesnt taste at all lik oat..it taste lik cinnamon
i HATE cinnamon

perhaps i shld hav something at hm to use to vent anger
like a big bear that i can punch?hmm no la i will love the bear not beat it..
muz find sometihng..

crOwn_clOvera 12/07/2004 01:34:00 AM

well great class outing confirmed at my place le n im like e last to noe rite?GREAT JOB
can someone kindly fill me in with the details?or is juz wat ying wrote in her blog?okie fine
im definitely fine with whole lotsa ppl coming my hse. im for real..it's my family "culture" to hav lotsa ppl at my hse n my parents love gatherings..
but i cant help but to complain here.
sorry jack man, but i was really pissed off last nite tat u keep saying "it's up to u"
i mean since u n tze may wanted a gathering den juz do it lor..dun need to ask too much or wat..if they dun wanna turn up fine..
i turned down the choice of having a bbq or diy-cooking as i wanna keep the hsassle to the minimum..imagine the scene of having the bbq..it's always someone or a few cook ohers sit that shake legs..i dun lik tat..yeah okie im v irritating i noe..
on one hand i disagree with ur idea n on the other hand i said dun consult so much
alright i hav to say im pure troublesome n irritating
complain over

so set liao lor 5pm lakeside mrt. pizza n more. mayb mahjong. but i think we shld hav more thingsto do..blackjack anyone?bleh im in bad mood now
god knows y
sorry to anyone tat i pissed off
u can dun read if u dun lik
u can oso call me n scold me

crOwn_clOvera 12/07/2004 12:25:00 AM

Saturday, December 04, 2004

juz to add on to the tag board
hey comon chuck u army guys r really wasting ur lives away..juz rotting away everyday n booze n slack n u get lik wat?$500 a mth?u noe how hard is it to earn for us???
poor dear caiying is lik standing in front of thompson plaza specs shop trying to sell focus dailies..hello!!n it's hell difficult to pass time lo..n the army guys do nothing oso get money..we leh?we gotta stand n c ppl's face n sorts..hai..poor caiying..
btw, anyone wans to buy focus dailies???buy from caiying n me!!ya..i think u buy from caiying coz i dun wanna work anymore n ying stil hav to work for tmr..it's on promotion now..buy a box(30pieces) at $35 n get 5pieces free!!yeah offer!!comon for the festive season..do us a favor..get a few boxES..okie doks???pls do msg ying if u wan latest by tmr..haha
but im for real la..we got earn commission one..help help..haha

ahem ahem THE most impt thing today~
i went for my advanced theory test..finally..
ying told me they changed it to computer touch pad..n i was lik shit no more looking at ans from the booklet!haha but in the end they changed back to booklet god knows why so i still use booklet..dunno 2 qns..pls pray pray pray pray pray pray pray for me..gosh i really wanna pass it..i hate taking tests again n again..n i wanna get my license b4 my bday nxt yr!
hee

well i still think jack n charles shld get a life..jack juz asked bout going out to booze tonight..nah i rather stick to my dear smelly bed n pillow n bolster...isnt it better?den to drink drink den go high for a while n den go hm..
but den i wud rather go clubbing den juz pure drinking..at least i can dance n hope to get rid of me bulging tummy..
yeah i wan clubbing..

but 1st, i need work..ying, wen, siew wanna survey nxt wk?im free on mon..though i hav to make a trip back to sch n to that toopid focus office..hmm k im tat free aft all..wed?thurs?

ying, siew: truthfully, do i look older with this hair?arghhh! i think fringe too short le..i shld wax it!haha

crOwn_clOvera 12/04/2004 04:50:00 PM

Friday, December 03, 2004

oh oh oh!!
how can i forget..
i mean i wanna find this book for soooo long ago..it's a book bout alchemy..i read it like ages ago..i hav no idea where i got the book..n i wanna read it again..
(since this test said i was once an alchemist *pss pss**mayb it's really true or else y am i so interested in alchemy hahaha)
yeah it's green cover..anyone who read it n noe where to get it pls pls tell me..
it's abt this boy in search for a place in Arabia or where for The place..argh i cant rem alot..but it's nice

crOwn_clOvera 12/03/2004 01:58:00 AM

hai..
i tot im fine with the grade thing already..but she sent another email n im said again..argh...im scared to face it man..y e hell did i get C?i guess trying hard doesnt mean getting a grade..a grade u desire..
i learnt, i studied, i understood..but i did not memorise..i guess exams are still exams..u do not hav e luxury to just understand and get A for ur pp..girl!!memorise!!yea i learnt my lesson..i'l strive harder for my social psyc nxt term...let's aim for a A!!yes!! im back n alive again!! hee

fav songs currently:: the way by clay aiken and wo ye hen xiang ta by yan zi..
the way just rocks man..i mean heck wat sly n wat taufik!!comon!!clay aiken is soooooo much betta

oh well i went for 2 job interviews today..or rather 2 briefings..1st was as a surveyor..hmm hmm siew roped us in..not bad la a survey 9buck..but gotta go door to door n muz find the specific person..well i gotta try to do my best..yeah i need the money..
the other one was promoter for focus dailies..oh well not much coz it's juz to promote for them of coz..but cognitive dissonance comes in again coz i seriously think it's freaking expensive but bcoz of the pay i persuaded myself tat the product is good..yeah gotta..or else how to promote to customers..n i need a change of my lens..haiz money again..i need more job lobangs..but actually i dun hav time for them already..i need alot of time to rot at hm..yeah
perhaps tuition will do the job..but how ar?okie okie i will call them tmr..hai hai..

y has my blog bcome a complaining one?????!!!!!

okie something good..i bought stuff again!!haha..one *toot* n another *toot*..haha one's for myself n the other one's a secret..we saw The thing that time..me n her loved it n i saw it today!!yeah!!haha of coz got buy la..duh
hee

OH MY GOD!!!how can i ever forget the best thing today!!!
I CUT MY HAIR LO!!
hee..yeah man..at salon4hair in paragon..hmm i like the hairdresser..call martin..but he's a joke to me..the way he do my hair..haha..but it told real long..wash cut blow took like an hr n half to finish..my head that big meh????
hee but i lik this hairstyle..though not much diff to others but it's alot to me..coz the sides dun fall to the front when i look down..n the fringe is juz nice..short enough..n it's thinned..so okie la im quite happy for a $20 job..to think i went storm that time to do a 24bucks DIRECTOR haircut n it SUCKS like hell..ppl dun go jurong point storm..go oso dun try the director..she suck

n juz now at ard erm 8plus?jack said go out with him n charles coz they'r bored..i seriously think they shld juz get a life..stop rotting their lives away lor..there's so much in life to do!!juz boozing away aint the correct way..get a book n learn like a skill..no matter it's cooking or whatsoever..i mean or rather a gain in knowledge will oso help la..
in psyc..u will learn that if u dun use ur that part of brain for too long the nerves gonna die..it will take some time to grow back if u wanna use it again..dun lose ur brain hor..hahaha..but it's true..

oh well n i finished reading 1 time for my advanced theory..yeah understand alot..but lesson learnt from psyc:understanding is not enough in tests..u gotta memorise!!ya la..so aim tmr is to read once thru n memorise..
yeah!!n i'll be free aft sat!!hee
not really ar gotta work...work work work
money money money
qian qian qian
tired tired tired

crOwn_clOvera 12/03/2004 12:28:00 AM

Thursday, December 02, 2004

no
she was very nice..she gave me full marks for my participation to help to get the best grade i could..i was juz pure stupid..y did i still get C for the final exam?????i tot i could do it???i tot i studied real hard???wat's the prob with my study method!!!!!

crOwn_clOvera 12/02/2004 11:34:00 AM

Your past life diagnosis:
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I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern South of Latin America around the year 1550.
Your profession was that of a chemist, alchemist or poison manufacturer.
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Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
You always liked to travel and to investigate. You could have been a detective or a spy.
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The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
You should develop your talent for love, happiness and enthusiasm and you should distribute these feelings to all people.
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Do you remember now?

im sad now.....i dun lik her...y cant she gimme a higher grade..
i hate myself

crOwn_clOvera 12/02/2004 11:24:00 AM