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Monday, January 31, 2005

lalala i shld be reading my bgs notes to quiz ltr..but im not interested..hai..well it's those hopeless feeling when u havnt even finish a quarter of it and ur suppose to be prepared for ur quiz in 20mins time..plus the readings are hard..nvm..i will try harder for the nxt quiz.. :)

hmm wat do i wanna write on..erm..mama finally finish maknig all her pineapple tarts..gosh..its alot lor..n den we went out ytday..den we went chinatown n there was this stall selling those metal pieces twisted into some some shape n u r suppose to do sth to it so that u can take the piece inside out..it's lik two pieces of metal attached together n u r suppose to separate them la..n i love it!!yeah!!coz there was the first one n he showed us umpteen times but i cant do it..so dad bought he whole set for us to try..well it's juz 8bucks for 7 diff kinds..n yes!!i finally did it!!we were at the stall for lik 20mins..n i tried even aft we left the stall n i did it..i was so happy..overjoyed..that feeling of accomplishment..hee..n my mum was scolding me for being clever at the wrong things..bleh

n i think im falling sick..been having a lot of headaches recently..alot alot..quite unusual coz i nv had this b4..den i felt my throat was dry n ticklish this morn..better dun fall sick *fingers crosses** i stil wan a happy happy new yr..hee

crOwn_clOvera 1/31/2005 03:17:00 PM


Friday, January 28, 2005

alright i guess basically or maybe ALL who saw my JOKE laughed till rolling on the floor..bang ur head on the table..stomach cramps..tears rolling..cheeks cramp..go on go on..haha..k la mayb i shld get my hair blonde..oh but im not pretty enough!good good im not eligible for tat..
haha

uhh well i cant ask too much details rite if i wan a SURPRISE..so i took certain things for granted lor..hai how i noe..
but now im currently in the phobia of waiting for people..
that lonely feeling..
the look passer-by gave u..
the tot that they wud think "siao za bo sit here so long wait for who" those kind..
n the time u wasted waiTing..
n the scary feeling that u might hav to wait v long..
n the scary feelnig that u dun hav anything else to do other den meddling ur phone thinking that others might think u might be msging so wun b so paiseh
n the scary feeling that the person u might b waiting for might not turn up afterall!
ya la..
so u guys understnad my ku zhong now??
im so pitiful rite.......
PITY ME!!!
good ur doing well..
haha

yeah i pon class today..n it's psyc!oh well had headache so i tot might as well..she dun really teach in class u noe..so i choose to slp..but in the end i din get to slp coz my dear mama woke me up at 9 to run errands for her...arrgggghhhh
but recently kept having headaches..dunno y..mayb bcoz i havnt gone on a real shopping trip for damn long time??? ya la!! haha..but i will feel guilty..so nvm..will try to do sth bout it..but i seriously think pure mugging aint gonna help..coz i will end up going berserk..
and YOU
u noe who im saying..dun juz stay in ur freezing lib every day n nite study study study okie??u need rest my dear..sometimes juz go out shopping with frens or erm juz be coach potato for a day or sth..okie?juz relax urself..dun tire urself out okie??
dun stay in ur lib n go chill out some where else k??erm lik the fridge?haha okie not funny

wen:still constipating??hee mayb u need for juice...wooo banana shake?or mango shake??yeah??haha

kokkokkok: im still thinking..coz i scared lik waste money..im pooorrr so every cent muz think alot..hahaa

jackass:sorry pal cant meet u this wk..not any weeks close..coz exams and proj deadlines coming..but if u need the mahjong set can tel me den i try to pass to u k..

uhh gor told me msn beta got security loopholes..he told me not to use coz ppl can hack..erm but im still using?hee..i was thinknig i dun hav anything valuable that anyone wun wan to hack..hey pals out there..if u wanna hack mine?dun waste ur time okie?coz u can hack erm like tze may caiying jackass anyone's but save ur effort on mine..theirs are more worth it..really really..dun believe u try..u will really thank me for helping u THAT much.. :)

crOwn_clOvera 1/28/2005 01:07:00 AM


Sunday, January 23, 2005

aiya must really say sorry to ah zhen..sorry leh..i really forgot to look for ur stuck ring aft u told me tat day..n it was lik donkey days ago..hee..but it's with me now..so perhaps i can pass to someone n someone will pass to u..haha..or i pass to u personlaly of coz..
n now den i noe ah zhen really go SIM le..im lagging alright..
wat's worse?im lagging alot..shit..all bcoz of wen..u spread it to me one rite!!
haha
wat's worse is i dunno bout jing sia..is it tat everyone thinks i wil noe so they dun bother to tell me?!?!?!arghh haha
but im still VERY happy for jing.. :D

uhh..
oh ya..wanna hear this funny story?u hav to
erm the story was like this..
will told me on sat morn tat he's having a proj meeting on sat nite at 6pm..den we wanted to meet aft it..or shld i say.. HE wanted to meet me aft his meeting..hee
den ya so we msg msg den come to conclusion that i will go shop for my mango top first, den he will meet me in town aft tat..but when i was msging him.. i had this GREAT plan in mind!!
GREAT plan: i will go sch b4 830pm(he told me he will leave his meeting at 830) den i will go find where did he park his car in sch den i will wait for me to go his car..den i will ambush there and den i will "SURPRISE!!"
okie v childish but i think this is really a GREAT plan
and so i told him not to fetch anyone out in case he does..if not my plan will fail..
and i even go check for any bookings of gsr under his name..but dun hav..but i tot hmm mayb sch no one so they dun bother to book..*yeah!!so fun**
den i waited for that wang ba dan 170 for TWENTY FIVE mins..but i was early so im okie with it..n i reached sch at abt erm..745?ya..so i went to this carpark tat carpark n every..guess wat?NO SIGN OF HIS CAR
n there was one car who likes to play with me..coz i saw this black car..similar to his..n i saw..6, 9, 3 *oh it's this one!!phew!!** 1 *arghhh bluff me**
so i msged him did he drive to sch?n he replied no
wah.....u noe how idoit looks like????alright i purposely spell idoit wrongly coz i am one!!darn
so aft tat he told me he did not DRIVE TO SCH..he DROVE but he's at his fren's hse..
ARRRGHHHHH
do u noe the agony??i walked so far
had such GREAT PLAN
looked lik a retard wearing mini skirt in sch parade here n there
ARRRRGGGHHH
so he was at his fren's hse n i had no choice but to go town..i was so pissed..i wanted to talk bus to let him wait for me..n sista told me not to waste time anymore..coz the time tat i left sch was 9PM..so i took cab down..wasted 5bucks for nothing..n i had to find my mango top..but it's GONE!!!arrrrrr
even my shawl is gone
arrrrgggghhhh
so, that's the idoit story
it's for laughter, so u better laugh

crOwn_clOvera 1/23/2005 11:10:00 PM


Thursday, January 20, 2005

i dun wanna listen to wat u r saying is bcoz i dun wanna ...
u noe rite?i dun think u do..u think im selfish rite?
i dunno..

alright i dun wanna talk bout this..
i miss ying n wen..
yeah we are going to meet tmr..
wen dun b late k..ying will wake u at 915..me will wake u at 9..so u will reach punctually rite?
good girl...hee..

i wonder can he read my blog..i hav a slight intuition that he does..but it doesnt matter im not bad mouthing him..at least not yet..

sorry to charles n jacky..that i wun be going for sat's kite-ing..been on the mugging mood..or perhaps the i-dun-wanna-go-out mood..u guys enjoy k..hope we can meet up after our term bah..but den summer break i wanna work INTENSIVELY..hopefully i do wat i expect myself to do..or else......
err think i wanna work a full time job n the survey one..ying u wanna cont survey one?i think this term really no time to do survey le la..tot i wud hav the time..in the end..nvm..

can c im wasting my time here rite?right.
coz i cant get my shit ass to study..
mayb my ass wans to study but not my brain
stupid
ah cannot scold myself stupid..taboo....
arrghhh im wasting time here...
erm..i guess u r also wasting ur time reading..
go go do ur stuff..dun read..
oh ya i cant get into tm blog..dunno y...
n im not in a very good mood...
n i...
blah blah blah
la la la
ya study..

crOwn_clOvera 1/20/2005 01:31:00 PM


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

hmm siew juz asked me am i xing fu...
can this word be quantified?
can u weigh it?
can u measure it using methodology and statistical methods?
if not, den how do u noe that u are using the same scale as others?
so how do u measure it?
ping gan jue?
so is gan jue accurate?

wat i can say is humans tend to rem the happier stuff aft some time..perhaps being xing fu is not asking too much..not asking myself am i xingfu or not...coz as time goes by others will ask u n u will see oh we had so many so many xing fu stuff together??
can we say this?
den wat if others dun see it as so?
others think no la u are not xing fu?
so are u xing fu or not?
wat if u feel u are xing fu n the other party do not feel so?
so are u still xing fu?

or shld i say
is there a need to tel are u xing fu?
perhaps there is
perhaps not.
who noes?

crOwn_clOvera 1/18/2005 11:56:00 PM


some people wait a lifetime....
for a
moment like this....

such a nice song...

crOwn_clOvera 1/18/2005 10:25:00 PM


Monday, January 17, 2005





You Are 12 Years Old



12





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



What Age Do You Act?

crOwn_clOvera 1/17/2005 11:06:00 AM


Saturday, January 15, 2005

HAPPY BDAY TO U
HAPPY BDAY TO U
HAPPY BDAY TO YOUUUUU
HAPPY BDAY TO YOU!!

lalala
oh i realised blog is a place for u to vent your anger on ur frens who u noe read ur blog and that u cant face him/her to tell her/him you hate him/her u hate what u did what u said n blah
haha

uhh im bad too..coz im supposed to save rem??
ya la...
but ytday i went shopping ...
den initially i saw triumph bra... 2 for 20bucks..i mean TWO for TWENTY bucks leh...i juz cant resist that temptation to buy...
den i saw a pair of pretty shoes for 16.70...well it's so pretty n mama wans me to get new ones of coz i buy....
den i saw a pretty bag...well this was kindda more than wat i need..coz i got lotsa bags as u ppl noe..but it's only 10 bucks..i mean so cheap n pretty u noe...so again cant resist it...
n den i saw lion king's vcd!!oh my godd....it's the 2nd n 3nd series...i love lion king one leh..i watched the first for lik dunno 4 times n den i watched it again last nite...love it..so i bgt the 2nd series too...woo this is really worth it...
so as u can see...i spent way too much although its juz a few bucks per item...basd me?hey but i resisted buying alot of things...specially to name lik 2 tops...real pretty...those that i always wanted..halter tube like..den v pretty.. n they are both below 20 but i did not buy...pooorrrr
so im lik left with 50 for this month..whahaa si bah

haha n i played a prank on ah ying..so shiok i tel u...im mean mean..but ha ha ha HA
hee

n i juz colored my hair...i used the same one as tm used..tm..mine can see la..but also not obvious.. :( haha but nvm la...
be happy with it

urhh wat else...my new fren said im a mugger...,hey i juz lik to study in sch..but think cannot too much..i dun wan the mugger image...

demi: demi name nice la...hahaha...hidemi so long..n i dun even noe wat i means..ahahaa...

oh ya n i went hospital w ah gong on fri...doc said h's bone at his heart there fractured...hai...tat's y when he cough u can see that he's in extreme pain...den got infection tat causes his lungs to have water...if it doesnt go away in 2 wks time ah gong gotta stay in hospital liao..hai...
i mean my gong is alwaz so healthy..he's 80 already den he alwaz go out himself..go chinatown take mrt there when he dun even understnad eng..i think is hen li hai lor...i love my ah gong n ah ma..den my ah ma v cute..haha as in both of them..coz we took mrt to sgh..den when we were changing at je, there were alot of ppl..so ah gong held on to ah ma's hand..scared so missing..hee..this wat they seem sweet rite?but den aft tat in hospital ah ma put her hand on ah gong's shoulder he juz nudged to signal ah ma to take off her hand..hahha v v funny..at least to me..hee

oh yeah!!tm!!my color can see!!haha..coz now dry le the color will be more obvious...but den nxt time if u wanna use put for a longer time k?i put it on for 2hr 30 mins...haha..i din wan to wash it off one...but den my neck v uncomfortable liao..hee

ppl who are sick muz take care k...fall sick not good...DRINK MORE WATER
haha

crOwn_clOvera 1/15/2005 06:31:00 PM


Wednesday, January 12, 2005

arrghhh i needa vent my anger!!!
i tried!!
really!!!
BUT IT JUZ F**KING DIN WORK!!

u noe how agonising it is when u put in effort into ur work n in the end it looks lik shit???
ya try seeing my situation
i hav a deadline for some creative proj tmr
i had the great plan in mind already as to how to do it
n so i finally dragged my ass to do it just now
n guess wat?it turned to be a piece of da bian (this is also the new name for kok)
i wanted to make a box n piece my work on it so that it goes togther with my ideas presented..but in the end i cut paste cut cut paste paste den come out lik da bian
i alwaz had lousy intolerable cannot make it sense of art
aint no arty farty
but i din wan to accept tat fact so i made it but in the end leh?i hav to admit my art suck lik shit
or mayb worse still
shit is not tat sucky okie..
mayb suck lik jacky (haha joking)
this is wat i just told will "my art cells are in my appendix - useless n unreachable"
yes it is true
i will accept this fact
damn it

crOwn_clOvera 1/12/2005 01:40:00 AM


Tuesday, January 11, 2005

im not trying to be hao lian or boasting bout my life here alright..
in case some of u think so..
sometimes i juz wan to learn to be contented with my life..
some ppl are less fortunate than us..they dun get the luck to hav dinner with their family..they dun get the chance to celebrate xmas n cny lik us..they dun get the chance to go out shopping or chill out with their frens..if they hav any..
hai life is not hard for us..think of others who are less fortunate..dun compare with those in africa or india or wat..juz think bout those singaporeans who are not as lucky as u n me..those who were borned in the same land as u n me but do not enjoy the same happiness as us..

crOwn_clOvera 1/11/2005 09:44:00 AM


uh it's break now..haha as in break from class n lik 10 mins only..i juz felt if i cont to read my text i will look lik a kuku
but i really hav this feeling..
lik the days b4 uni, the subjs tat we learnt are so similar n sorts..n now tat im in uni..i really feel tat it's totally diff..coz it's lik the subjs i learn all so darn diff from jc, sec,pri tat i cant help but feel so happy!!haha
i alwaz lik to learn stuff...but im alwaz lazy to read up on my own..so here it is!!yeah!!
well u c..lik for bgs..we get to recap econs stuff..n den apply it to real life situations n case study..den we all get to dicuss in class..it's fun to me okie..at least i wun fall asleep..
n there's of coz socio n psyc..u learn bout ppl,personality,society n sorts..aint tat nice??
n ying n wen are learning french..i mean we dun get to learn it back den rite?alright some GOOD schs can but mine cant alright..
n den there's AS..u get to analyse n sorts..den all those IQ qns tat drives to berserk..
n there's CT..that lets u be creative..haha fun..

for wen n ying who loves ntu..i love smu!!
hahahaa

class start lo~~

crOwn_clOvera 1/11/2005 09:31:00 AM


Saturday, January 08, 2005

brad pitt n jen aniston broke up le...
:(
the couple tat i tot was so perfect so loving so sweet juz got separated..
bleh..
y??
i was still saying how loving n close they looked on-screened..(i can only see them ON screen)
den now no more..
hai..
let's wait for the paparazzi to tell us the reasons behind it bah..

crOwn_clOvera 1/08/2005 11:04:00 AM


Friday, January 07, 2005

A S S U M E

it makes an ASS out of U n ME

crOwn_clOvera 1/07/2005 01:10:00 AM


Thursday, January 06, 2005

uncanny: i did the 2 tests(or quizzes) in ying's blog n we have the exact same results..we are alike...hahaha

sch's been..hmm alright..heng i only have 5 courses..if not i think i will die from reading???
yeah im not exaggerating
i hav sociology,social pyschology,bgs,creative thinking n analytical skills
basically the first 3 u got hell lots to read..
(i wanted to type 'wah lao' but i stopped myself coz i wanna stop being so singlish,haha)
darn them man..i mean im okie to read pysc or socio..but bgs is a lil too crap?perhaps it will aid me in the future..but im juz not interested in it now..
no i WILL be interested.yes it's interesting.i like it
i gotta lik it to study it rite?rite.

uhhh i wanna take french too..arrrgghh...hopefully i can take spanish n jap b4 i leave smu..yeah..hee..or shld i learn french instead?i dun mind..haha

uh..
uhh..
i think life in sch is betta den not..coz at least i have a goal?i have something to aim for n something to await for and something to attend to..
or else i will be working some odd jobs n surfing nonsense stuff n go on crazy shopping n ...
isnt everyone lik me?life in sch is betta rite? (ah kok "shh!!!" i noe u havnt start sch! haha)

uh ya..hai hai..we are going into msia this sat to send gor to senai..seriously, i HATE msia now..i mean they are so notorious!arrr..hai..but we still gotta go in..coz gor is taking some flight to KL with jeanie from senai..coz the ticket difference is a few hundreds i think so he chose to fly from senai..
but darn it la..
u noe la..msia is so scary one..the 'bad ppl' will aim ur car n smash ur car windows while riding bikes so tat they will be able to steal ur car..
fuck
i mean fuck them n fuck the msia police la..dunno how to control ur own ppl isit?!
im juz praying hard we wun be aimed..if i am, this blog will not be updated anymore..haha..see ya in heaven(yes i am going heaven.bleh)
but im for real la..ppl..dun think aiya im not tat suay or aiya it wun be me la those kindda things leh..my sis's fren kena already..i told this story umpteen times le so i wun repeat..
hmm but for the benefit of others, pls pardon me if u have heard this umpteen times b4.hee
my sis's fren(rq) went in JB w her bf den she was walking along the road n den some motor rode past her n snatched her handbag away.her passport her ic her money everything was stolen.
this is not the worst
den they went JB police station to make a report of coz rite?while they shldnt..coz guess wat the darn police said? "oh,den how abt u call ur hp n if they pick up ur call u meet them n den we will follow n we will ambush them!"
u noe sth call C R A P ???

uhh end of complain..i needa study le..i have lik in total bout 7 chapters of stuff to clear by this week n it's exclusive of my projects
haha im loving it :)
(u can see im deceiving myself rite?)

crOwn_clOvera 1/06/2005 04:49:00 PM


Tuesday, January 04, 2005



pretty?hee

crOwn_clOvera 1/04/2005 01:06:00 AM


Monday, January 03, 2005

hmm really lost the feeling of bloggin..uhhh...
first day of sch..str from 1015am to 1845pm..yeah..haha i guess alot of ppl dislike bgs..i quite lik it till now though..i mean its interesting mah..though its hard to understand for ppl lik me..treat it as a challenge!yeah!haha..
oh for those who dunno wats bgs..its business,govt and society..smu university core..a very dry topic as ive heard..i juz attended it today..not much of comments..but i really lik e prof's nose!gosh so pretty his nose..haha..btw..he's a ang moh..sometimes i think i have this fetish for ang moh..is it call fetish?hee
lalala
this topic is bout how b,g,s interact..that day i joked to siew tat bgs is bgr didi..hahaha okie v cold..

n i had social psyc today..great..i fall in love with pysc again..but den i muz score this time..no more C allowed..so i muz persuade myself to memorise stuff..this course u really needa memo..so i betta do it..hee
n had AS..analytical skills..interesting rite?smu teaches these kind of courses..not lik erm those dry chem sci stuff..hee
this course is bout of coz analyzing lor..do IQ qns..fun fun..nxt time i put a few here too..hee..

you noe i really lik reading those blogs that have GOOD english..unlike mine..so superficial n "Singlish" haha..tm's blog is one of them..gives me a laugh..hee..ppl shld blog more..really..juz to fill others in bout ur life n giv others a joke.. :)

everyone!!study hard!!me tooo!!!we gotta study hard!!dun regret lik ME!!DUN REGRET anymore!!!

crOwn_clOvera 1/03/2005 11:00:00 PM


The Craze



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colorfulrain

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# tour
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# happiness
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