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Thursday, March 30, 2006

WOOOO...
i have a report due tomorrow morning at 830am and i am still doing it. HAHAHA
and i'm still in the midst of organizing my research findings. hehe
i'm really too relaxed
lalala

after talking bout it to ppl bout the stupid doc- *cough*quack* -tor case, i feel better. writing the letter to the med asso is a muz, but that will leave it to tmr la. i stil have a report!

and car is coming today or tmr i think. but i doubt it's today. it's raining and it's 5plus already. that tom salesman shldnt be so hardworking.

and im still puzzled bout fool's party, so when is it actually????

and we havnt settle wat time to meet tmr..aiyoh...

and im still cough sia. erm well coz i din really eat the medicine. that quack gave me some panadol that is said to relieve any aches on me (i did NOT have aches but breathing difficulties yet he gave me this panadol - quack) that apparently caused MUCH MORE aches to me that day when i ate it. so i stopped.
the cough syrup can make an alive person dead coz i was so dead on mon when i drank it on sun nite. it's so drowsy la!
n there's the lozenges that the quack gave. uhhh it doesnt help. ate 3 but everytime i ate it the throat felt worse. so i stopped it.

actually if those said did not happen to me and to someone else, i would say that person had those averse effects of the medicine due to psychological barriers.
BUT i did not.
It's true those effects were present.
it's TRUE.

and term's gonna end in probably bout 3 weeks' time, including exams. aint that great? i can start thinknig bout what i want exactly for my room. finally.
but daddy's pass down a death sentence to anyone who fail to settle their room's wardrobe and design by this sun. uhhh i have excuse not to do so
so u can see who's dead
HAHAHA

back to report.
or else william's gonna nag again.
AIYO

i need retail therapy. very much. and WHY DUN I GET THE DUMB GOVT DIVIDEND?!?!?!?!!
YOU TELL ME!?!??!?! I FAIL TO BE 21 AT THIS POINT IN TIME IS NOT MY FAULT LEH!!!!
I WANT THE MONEY
arrrrggggghhhhhhhhh
cannot stand it, if i were a few more months older i would be at least $500 richer.
:(

and our "clever" prof told us not to spend on clothes for the module's interview. but she commented that my pants is too informal, my shoes are, blah blah blah
how not to buy? and if you wear oversize, mark down. you wear too small put plaster, mark down. crap rite? so eventually, MUZ buy.
hai
hai

crOwn_clOvera 3/30/2006 05:11:00 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

oh n u noe what?
that fucker only gave me cough syrup and panadol
i told him i have breathing difficulties and he gave me juz tat
fuck it
i oso hav those at hm do u think i need to get from u
fuck it
n he still attribute my breathing difficulties to exam stress!??!?!!
damn you it's NOT
i have this thing for weeks and you tell me oh it's stress and tat' s it
do u tel this to everyone who comes into the clinic?
so docs are so ez to earn a living la huh?
this juz adds to my anger towards DOCTORS
there are jus those lousy people who are not qualified to be what they are in yet they are still in tat
kill them all
one day if i really have schizophrenia i will kill them all with one of my personalities
HAHAHAHA

crOwn_clOvera 3/26/2006 11:35:00 PM

so pissed

i went to see doc today, after much nag from will n sis
then i went to this clinic at chong pang coz i was at new hse
den when i went in i felt not right, coz it looks lik HEI DIAN
coz it's dark la
i mean comon where got clinic so dark one
okie nvm
den i waited for my turn to go in
den the doc asked me what is wrong with me
den i told him lor breathing difficulties and cough
den he use that stethoscope n listen to my back
den he asked me to turn ard
den he first put the stethoscope above my chest
and you know next where he put? right on my breast on top of my nipple
i actually felt weird but i did not say anything
then he did it again
i wasnt looking at him all that while coz i felt weird
den aft going hm and much thoughts bout it, i realise how come a doc will do it?
hav u girls encountered this?
i got more n more pissed
feel lik writing a complain letter to doc's associations or wat heck
muz say how traumatized and how affected i am, dramatize the whole thing la
HAHAHA

but im still affected and pissed
coz in the past i always go doc with someone, first time alone
so girls, next time DUN go doc alone
u nv noe what the doc will do
i hate them
suck it
FUCK it

crOwn_clOvera 3/26/2006 11:26:00 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

im falling sick!!!!!!!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
NOoooOOOoOOOOooOooOOO

crOwn_clOvera 3/25/2006 10:08:00 PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

coz it clashed with gor's convo
long story
i oso dunno what to do
i have 3 choices
1) waste that $200 and buy tics again
2) pray that gor gor's convo is on 19th
3) pray that bkk's unrest increase and i can call airline n tel them i wan to postpone my tics

as you can see, those are all out of my abilities to control them. wasting that 200 is so bloody not worth. i can only blame myself for not confirmin with gor gor b4hand.
im juz sooo sad
sooo sad even after 2 days

ya i also wanna help u guys buy things back....I WANNA BUY THINGS FOR MYSELF TOOO!!!
it's juz SOOOO much anticipation and excitement and awaitment and blah abt this trip
and *woooshh* it's gone
so sad

gor gor im not blaming you k
really
*i swear
hehehe
i will be fine after a few days
that's me

BUT I STILL NEED A SOLUTION
OR ELSE I CANNOT STUDY IN PEACE
AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

crOwn_clOvera 3/22/2006 11:49:00 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

IM SAD

BKK trip might be gone

crOwn_clOvera 3/21/2006 08:57:00 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

im suppose to be studying
well i've already said it, supposeD

well mummy's sick. think she's too tired, n sis was speculating it could be the stupid soursop juice. i dun really feel well too. muz b the soursop too. darn.
but anyway, we found a really happy thing for moving to the NIAO BU SHENG DAN new hse, that is, it's sooooo near to so much GOOD food
wooo!hahaha
well the chong pang hawker has really good food, other than that fruit juice. which is, the suspect of our illness
put it on bail in the meanwhile

uhhh and designing of the hse is really a HEADACHE
daddy wans it his way, when it's not really nice, he has to remove them and redo
hai
does anyone noe of good and CHEAP interior designer?
aiyo

and time is really running short
so short
though my tasks compared to alot others are very relaxing, but it's not to me.
well i have 1 test and 1 report due next week. n i saw elaine's blog. OMG, she has alot of things due. im really lucky that mine did not squeeze till so jia lat
but then i muz still strive harder
trying to
but my spur to study these days only last for a day
i have no idea why
or maybe weekends are just not meant for studying
hahaha

and i so wanna go bangkok
lik NOW
Arrrwwwwwww

and mabel's bday coming up, so anyone has anything on their mind to do anything?

i wanna cry, i dun wanna study anymore
i wanna work
i wanna work
i wanna work
i DUN LIKE school
:(

crOwn_clOvera 3/19/2006 11:11:00 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

aiya ppl age v fast, eh??
yes

and..hmm we had 2 parties for those mar babies this wk..been..bz eating cake?? gosh that cake is so sinful..coz it's so creamy..well it's ex so it's delicious
fallacy
hahahaha

and i wanted to tell jun jie dun ever come smu..alright yeah it's all great and wat, but, bottom line, you need to be really proactive and with great interpersonal skills..which, i lack..okie i have it sometimes.
SOMETIMES

and i hope simon can vanish
thanks

and i can get highly-paid job for my summer
im so in need of money
n this is y i feel strongly that i wan to work than study, study u dun get to earn much, sometimes nv, and sometimes u feel whatever you are studying for is useless, so y muz we do it? at least when you are working you know y u are donig certain things, and even if you dunno, that project or wat will be over in a jiff.. not like sch..u muz tahan for at least 4mths plus....
and plus, work gets paid
i know i can make my life better if i spend less, but there are jus somethings that i cannot not spend on, lik food, nv deprive me of that
i cannot b hungry
okie i dun lik to me

well im blabbering again
i dun lik to stay in hall too after looking at jing's hall, if u meet bad ppl, that's it

so tired....
oh yeah..things bout new hse to tel gor and da sao (hee)
uhh well daddy's not really gonna have the water feature, my words are not that heavy, if we weigh it quantitatively, if ur words weigh a kg, mine is a milligram
hahahah
and...i love the pool
hee
and...daddy has some lights up, mostly ceiling lights...
well isnt much though..but i know we will b there every sunday..definite
and....hmmm...u wan us to do cupboard for u??daddy's getting ppl to custom make..MAYB la..
but sis went to look ard at interior design stores and there was this person who told her muz buy bedframe first den get cupboard coz bedframe is usually off the shelves..yup..

lastly, i really wanna get a good car in the future
seriously, it's so sad when u drive a car where when you step on the accelerator, it takes sooooo long to go faster
HAHA
RX8 seem to be out of reach coz im idiot to manual already....mayb by the time im rich (hopefully), they would have auto..hahahaa
haiya i juz love this car, buy for me?hee

crOwn_clOvera 3/12/2006 01:33:00 AM

Monday, March 06, 2006

OH!!
hahahah
i saw fann wong and li ming shun on fri nite
i went holland v to fetch sis and when we were walking along the stretch where wala wala is, we saw them eating at the restaurant beside walawala..she looks so glam can!hahaha
guess im still in the craze age of "kan jian ming xing" thinggy..hahahaha
oh n they are like sitting right beside the road, dun seem to be hiding or afraid of stares..i juz couldnt understand..den sis keep saying they are also human ar..
right

haha
and well fri's trip is unfruitful..din get anything..wen u kao lu kao lu le den tel u lo
and im thinking thinknig bout ying's "offer"
how sia?? hai

i wanna go ikea
i made curtains for my room already
n one of it is ocean blinds!
damn pretty...!!
lalala

i shld freaking finish e china report..
think this is really a heavy one..but not really leh..juz 3 presentations,2 reports for one non-exam mod, not alot rite?okie la
oh shit n there's a stupid quiz for this china mod tmr..siao who will go study...hee

AND
this week there are just SOOOO many ppl bday can!

i know ones there are EIGHT

close ones there are FOUR

WAAAHHHHH alot leh

but den ar..they dun really hav similar character..all 4..hmmmm no leh dun leh..thus, i shall conclude that horoscope are jus a bunch of shit and crap!!!!

hahaha
im bored u see
how i wish exams will b gone real soon
but actually, i dun wish so coz im freaking ill prepared
but den
DILEMMA lah

crOwn_clOvera 3/06/2006 05:06:00 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

well it's juz after it happens den u regret it..SUCKS LA!!! darn
so pissed with myself..
u noe ur grades are suffering u noe u did not put in even 50% of the effort and yet you jus happily wished you wil get super good grades
fuck rite?
i juz cant understand myself...
hai
so bad..i think my grades gonna suffer lik crazy!! better buck up...

on a happier note,
I BGT 3 PAIRS OF SHOES!!!
hehehe..coz it's on sale..3 pairs for $57..cheap eh??one pair 19bucks only..and it's suede type..it's covered..so it's really worth it..mummy beat me..hahahahah

im meeting them later..hope we can buy some things la hor???
:)

stay happy that is, we shld
and i shld
definitely

crOwn_clOvera 3/03/2006 02:49:00 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

FINALLY
finally
my dooms are over... well at least temporarily..
haha
it was..hmm not really right coz the 2 presentations were pretty screwed up..
tests were fine..oh shld say i hope they are fine coz i havnt got back the results yet

but going to velina class was quite fulfiling though..as in i finally realise y ppl keep saying grades are not tat impt..i will try to build up network..though it's really hard for me..coz im always v stingy for my patronising..i have bad habits lik i dun lik to talk to ppl in the morn when i wake up..v self centred..etc etc etc
wat to do??i'll change lo...hee try la huh

den dear ying is pissed off with the march babies..hey ppl dun b lik this la..she wanna celebrate for u den celebrate la..will kill u meh??n ying dun b pissed k..things will b settled eventually..dun worry k..i'll perhaps contact u tonight or wat..im lazy now..

i slept for lik 11hrs last night!!!it's been SOOOOOO long since i had this..so shiok!
coz i was rushing for my chinese indiv report the night b4..on mon ar..i slept at lik 430am n woke up at 630am..had to rush the report out coz it's due on tues..luckily i managed to finish it..muz write 2500 to 3500 chinese words leh! crazy..i was crapping my way thru..hope prof dun see the smoke..hahahahaha

oh n i think i did u tel anyone..but my new hse keys are here le..den dad n mum been bz preparing and sorts..n that day they are lik "forcing' me to choose my curtain..how can!! i havnt even decide how am i going to paint my wall and wat color and wat furniture and sorts..aiyoh..so now it's time to decide!coz finally im more relax den can spare some time to think bout this..

and gor gor is enjoying his time in aust..mummy say he only study for a day..
&@#$!(#$%@(!":@^&!%#$!!!
i oso wan
hahahaha

and serene is no longer at event gurus..im sad..dunno y..
but i tink i hav to look for other jobs le..dun tihnk event gurus will last long..juz hope wen n my pay will b in b4 they close down..hahahaha

i wished my teeth would not b so messy and ugly..how i wish

crOwn_clOvera 3/01/2006 02:16:00 PM