Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Christmas is finally over. Gosh it's THE most tiring xmas I ever had. The first party was completely insane. Spent days to prepare for it, especially for the food list. Worrying over the amount, worrying about the varieties, fretting over the preparation on that day and sorts. And there was the lack of sleep part as well. And the worst thing is when I have insufficient sleep, my temper will be rather bad. And then there was the clearing up part. OH MY. It's equally terrible. Scrubbing, sweeping, mopping, washing, packing, ......
But it really made me realise how difficult it had been all those while when we had family gatherings. Mummy was always the one who prepared almost everything and clear up and sorts. And the amount of food she prepared was even more. Gosh how did she manage to do it all the time. It's so darn difficult.
If not for my two darlings ying n wen and my beloved sister, I doubt we can have the party at all. Thank you so much babes. heheh
Another dinner at home today. Felt great meeting them, as usual. Hahaha. Oh my! We forgot to take pics together.. I always wonder how the few of us bond so well over just a few days in Taiwan. hahaha.
Another thing. I doubt I'm gonna host another party with big group of people again. It's toooo difficult for me. Look at the amount of food to prepare and the amount of money to be spent. And look at the effort that you have to spend on preparing everything and making things smooth. And look at the amount of pots, pans, plates, bowls, spoons, forks, cups, trays and so on to wash just for one day. Not to mention the tables and chairs. And one thing I hate, mopping and sweeping. AAAHHHH hate them. Well you can see, if it's just a small group, everyone can help out a little and things will be so much easier. But when it's a big group, bystander effect usually takes place. And the host will turn out to be on the losing end.
So you see, rather not. Dinner out would be a better choice for big groups.
But then again, perhaps I will change my mind again in the future. Hahaha I'm always so unpredictable.
And yeah... Daddy and mummy will be back in another 2 days.
I have alot of random thoughts in my mind. But I'm too tired to type them down. Since it's random, then it gotta be trivial. Hehehe.
crOwn_clOvera 12/26/2007 03:09:00 AM
Monday, December 17, 2007
Oh right, have been back for quite a few days already. But have been busy with the darn report that leaves me no time to blog. I guess I wouldn't be posting up pics as well. Too lazy to do it.
I had so much complaints that I want to blog here when I was back. But now, forget it. Those who pisses me off should know that I am pissed off. This sounds like I'm quite hard to be with, but seriously, look at those irritating and "gian berng" people, turns me off. FREAKS.
Probably I will still post some happy pics here. but not now. Gonna go out in a while to get the necessary stuff for the xmas party. I think we have to settle everything by today and mass msg those who are coming again. I bet alot of them forgot bout the party already.
Oh well I guess in every trip, every outing, you will realise that not everyone is what they had seemed to be. I just have to learn to live with it. Guess I'm still quite a difficult person eh?
Daddy and Mummy left for Xiamen already. When I fetched them to the airport today, I felt sad... and worried. It has been sooooo long since they go on tour without us. Probably ten years? Well at least this time round there's aunts, uncles and neighbours there to take care of them. But I'm still worried. Gosh, I'm like my Grandma already.
Haha shall post one pic, here's my dear pals in this trip. This trip wouldn't be so wonderful without them. =))
and look at how vain we were. hehehe.
crOwn_clOvera 12/17/2007 09:39:00 AM
Saturday, December 01, 2007
You know how much I've waited for the day, the day for exams to end and the day to try new life in the working world?
I realised it's not that much of a happy thing afterall. I've so wanted to end school. So badly.
But now, I'm in such depressed mood. I have no idea why the stark difference in expectations and reality. I'm feeling so..... so..... tired. Before exams ended, I was so excited, I wanted to pack my luggage so badly. But now, I don't even feel like doing it when the day of flying is tmr.
Why? I don't know why too.
Probably it's the cough syrup and the lack of sleep. Probably I'm worried bout leaving. But this is not like the first time. Hai, I'm simply clueless.
Probably getting more sleep will help. Haha.
crOwn_clOvera 12/01/2007 07:09:00 PM
Finally have the time to sit down and do blogging. Have been stopping myself from blogging due to exams. But as usual, I havnt really done much for my exams. I wonder how "good" will I get.. hahahaha.. In anyway I'm going Taiwan lo!!!! Have been so excited all these while. Especially the part where I get to buy winter clothes for Taiwan trip sake!! hahaahaha... Basically, I think I got like erm.. a coat, two turtlenecks, shoes, leggings etc for the trip.
But now I'm feeling a little jittery. I insanely went to volunteer to reserach on the places to go for those free nights and days, and for extension days. But guess what, I have no idea what to do. I think I've done quite a bit of research, but the thing is, the group is so diverse! How can I make the decision of go where? And the thing is since they don't know much, they wouldn't have any idea where they want to go too! Hahaha...
Anyway I believe it will be big spending there. But I will control. I believe.
But.. I think I cannot ever resist buying more winter clothes. Seriously, I LOVEEEEE winter clothes. The knit wear, the long loose tops with leggings and wide belt, the thick and comfy coats, the opaque leggings, the endless number of layering to be done. Woosh. I just totally, TOTALLY ADORE THEM!
And ya, there's this legendary figure around in my school. I wonder the number of people who don't know about her, probably countable by fingers? Hahahaha. She's insanely oblivious to her surroundings and shockingly living in her own world. And definitely, her means of getting good grades is to try ways and means to get into good books with the Profs. Woooaaaah. All those that she did. And guess what? She's in the same taiwan trip as me! Hahaha it should be "fun-filled"!
And for this trip, we got to form group with these couple. Ahhh how well we clicked. I love the fun we have together.
What else, I got addicted into online shopping, again. Hahhaa.
And I got my internship already. Thankfully. I had prayed for getting one before I leave for Taiwan, so I will be less worried there. And thankfully, really.
What else, oh yes, I havn't confirm the xmas party list. Shall do that after I'm back. Meanwhile you guys think of more ideas yeah? Hehehe.
Guess I need to go back to the reseraching thinggy.
Tired. I need more sleep. Daddy's been passing the flu, cough virus to me.
Somehow I feel my life is quite lost. Without any goals again. Oh well.
crOwn_clOvera 12/01/2007 01:37:00 AM
