The Carousels

Thursday, August 31, 2006

i realised, sadness is contagious too, not only happiness.

crOwn_clOvera 8/31/2006 11:42:00 PM

i realised throughout these few yrs..im keeping more n more to myself..i dun really like to talk, or rather, im bad at chatting.. perhaps it's a self-fulfilling prophecy..i think i am lik this, and so i am lik this..
i wonder what is the pt of me studying psychology when i cant even rem any details of it..wat's the pt?

n last wk i was thinking, wat is my goal? i cant think of any! yeah cant..
aiys...im going to slp..

crOwn_clOvera 8/31/2006 12:01:00 AM

Monday, August 28, 2006

You thought you are doing the right thing.
Good for you, good for me, and so it's the Right thing.
and so, is it?
im lost, totally. it might seem like a minor thing. nothing to be concerned. but to me, completely, completely affected.
i have just so much to write, but i dunno how. i cant, actually.

seriously, i wish life stayed at young days. growing up really brings so much problems and sadness. why the need to grow up?

crOwn_clOvera 8/28/2006 08:51:00 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

just finished watching Full House
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i dun like this!! coz i dun wan the show to end!!!! it's always like this. whenever i watch some show i fancy, i dun really want to tune in til the end though i will stil watch la. hehe. but how i wish the show can go on forever. :(
but it's really nice. a little draggy in some parts but so touching. i cried sooo many times. hehehehe

havnt been getting in touch with anyone i guess. i hope jing is fine. u will b right? i know u are strong eh! :D

and Click is a super meaningful show. it changed me a little. i dunno how to cherish dears ard me. hai immature me.

sometimes i wonder why i get so worked up at the slightest thing. raise my voice and sorts. nvm

guess i dun hav much to write either.
oh it's gor's bday already. happy bday old boy! hahahaha

i shld slp. early class tmr and i went to slp only at 630am this morn. the show is irresistible! HHAHAHA

crOwn_clOvera 8/24/2006 01:27:00 AM

Monday, August 14, 2006

i plucked my tooth.
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*trumatised*
i went to the dentist with jeanee and william telling me how scary it can be. it din really scare me alot coz i tot, aiya no big deal.
the FEAR came when i was at the dentist.. i went with mummy..she had to do her teeth too..one of it has cavity..then i went in first to get jabs and den mummy will go in for hers and i will cont with plucking..
i went in and dentist saw the tooth i wanna pluck. "this is a canal tooth, quite long, so it wouldn't heal very fast." ahhh i got scared. coz i linked "not healing fast" with "PAIN". dentist say it wouldnt b pain coz their will be anesthetic. and so i tot i shld juz cont. (backing out isnt a very proud thing). hahaha so i went ahead. thinking i had to remove it down the road coz food will get stuck it there very fast. then dentist x rayed that tooth and told me this tooth is one of the longest. long root that is. ahhh another round of Fear. i think fear factor should have tooth-plucking. c who dares. HAHAHAHAHAHA
and so i had 2 jabs. and mummy went in. and then she came out. and it was me. my turn.
i sat down with trembling hands. i was shivering while waiting outside. hahaha. then dentist checked my gums and a nurse held my head tight so that the dentist can pluck my tooth. the thing is, she held my head in such a way that she covered my ears. and when your ears are covered, any sound made in the mouth will be louder den usual!! and so i hear so crystal-clearly the sound of twisting the tooth, and shaking it, and pulling, and hammering....the worse part was the grinding of the metal and my tooth. OH MY GOD. and i could feel the root moving in my gums. but it was alright la coz i have the anesthetic. luckily. and after like 5mins of grinding, hammering, pulling, shaking, and twisting, the tooth is out. HOORAY!!!

check out how long it is. the round part is the above-gums part. the rest is the root. so bloody long la!

oh no, i think the anesthetic is wearing off...noooooo.....noooooo...........

okie here's pics of cookie!
hehe

crOwn_clOvera 8/14/2006 06:06:00 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

MUD CAKE!!!!!!!
oh my god..this is wat u can HEAVEN!
*mesmerised*
from hog's breath cafe. seriously, this is ridiculously and utterly delectable, lip-SMACKING and YUMMY!!!!

gosh. hhehe. but then again, i've not tried the one in sing. only that in aust. hmmm..same std? nvm, i will love it still.
imagine the cake is stil slightly warmed, and you have the watery chocolate to match with... it juz melts in ur mouth..releasing the warm feeling.. the sweet taste.. awwwww.....

ah wen, i dunno we can go there or not..coz the main course are rather ex..hmm..the set lunches are cheap, but then ala carte are like 20 plus 30 plus...
we will c how la. hehe.. oh their locations are at chijmes and hv..

crOwn_clOvera 8/09/2006 06:19:00 PM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

i have a huge pimple on my forehead. almost right in the middle where indians put their red dot. aiyoh such a humongous pimple. this is wat i deserve when i dun wash my face. but i only skipped once! hai...

i cannot tell you i miss you.. coz u will think of us more... do take extra care of urself and not let urself get any hurt or wat. i worry for u.

crOwn_clOvera 8/08/2006 01:36:00 AM

met up with colleagues on sat..pathetic few..hahaha
and we din get to sing ktv in the end. awww i wanna sing.i wanna sing!! nvm i sing in my bathroom..hehehe
oh and we were talking, then sheryl was saying how lame i was.
this is one of my greatest joke during work: sheryl was complaining she has ulcers in her mouth, and she forgot to bring her medicine (note: chinese medicine call xi gua shuang). and i said "oh, get two watermelons lor, will do it". they were totally shocked. couldnt believe i could think of such stuff. hehehe. oh in case you din get it, coz xin gua is watermelon ar, den shuang is two ar. so get 2 watermelon lor. hehehehe
when she talked bout it over lunch that day, i couldnt even rem i was the one who cracked it. too many of such, cant rem la! hehehe

i miss those days. when we juz sat ard, talk cock..play bridge..complain bout soi soi..complain bout nasty customers...wat good food ard...hahaha

i was so excited juz now over lunch coz i cooked my own meal. i even took a pic of it coz i was sooo proud of myself. but after eating. hai. i deep fried some stuff, but i put them into oil too early and it turned out soggy. argh! nvm, i will try again! hehehe

im tired. slp so much everyday. i wonder how i will adapt to sch life.
everyone shld scrub their body. feels damn good!!

crOwn_clOvera 8/08/2006 12:14:00 AM

Friday, August 04, 2006

slpt in sis room ytday. im not going make this mistake again! aiyoh her bed is too soft, and her pillow is too weird and this n that. i wanted to die. and i hav stiff neck now. :X

and guess i dun really wan to cont blogging bout the other days in aust. loading of pics can kill! hahaha

rather, i'll load those pics of karen n charles bday. hehe. oh oh, and im so so so sorry to those whom i said i will send u pics but i din k! tonight! tonight it shall be! i will send pics to whoever wans it! hehe

this is the classic.

and here are those who din leave earlier...

and these are the pics from karen's bday.. i realise we din take a grp pic. but nah.. im rather pissed by the service there. they are simply looking down on us by doing those thinking we are juz kids and we need not be properly served. this kind of service will bring you no where! freakos. i hope u close down soon. not as if u serve delicious food. freako

and this is how close charles was with siew hui, please do compare with the pic he had with yan ping. HAHAHA

the bday girl!

crOwn_clOvera 8/04/2006 06:05:00 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

saw ying's blog and i realised that she is in hell lot of danger!!
you ar, i tel u ar, u cannot drink too much no matter what k. how ever much you hav trust in anyone over there and then you tot u can drink coz you will b taken care of, NO okie??? cannot ar. be wary of anyone. at the slightest no matter what.
and if that stupid niki tries to do anything again, tell him this : GO AND FUCK THE OTHER ONE.
yes yes he will be more willing to. and SHE will be even more willing. HAHAHAHAHAHA
*elated*
in any case, do take extra care of urself. you know what i'm trying to say. yeah??? and dun walk dark lanes with juz her can? if she is away when everyone's leaving, leave with everyone. this sounds bad, but tat's her prob. okie??

hav been rotting myself in any way that you can think of. and why dont u 2 believe i will stop shoppin!!!!!
uhh well, guess u know me well la! hahahaha coz i juz bgt a top. i din even tel william. HEHEHEHE he wun know anyway coz i hav so much new clothes. HEHEHEHE so exciting. but that was really cheap. 12 bucks only.

and my bro got a doggie! puppy to be accurate. it's called COOKIE. breed: corgi. so cute! she's still at the pet shop coz gor n jeanee are at KL currently. so i think cookie will come over mayb next wk or wat. we went to see her tat day, she's really cute. legs so short la! hahaha..and she's really jumpy. jump jump. but gor gor u muz really bath her more often. im scared of smells. hahaha
oh shit. are you trying to tell me when u go phuket i have to bath her??!!?!?!?!?!?! *appalled* save me!!!!

and last sat was charles bday. guess ying shld know this too. you know before cutting cake there was the photo taking. you shld see how CLOSE yan ping and charles stood together. HAHAHAHA. i will post up the pics k. it became our topic ytday during karen's surprise bday. another surprise leh. and karen really got surprised. im surprised she got surprised. HAHAHA
and yeah, we were taking bout the charles thing. and he kept saying he's really sweet to yan ping in private. said it umpteen times. den me and siew hui said will n zc not sweet. den it sets me thinking. girls will always think the things guy did aint sweet. only those things that their fren's bf did are sweet. and then for the guys. they will think the slightest thing they did for their girls are really sweet.
THUS, girls just cant see the sweetness they are in and guys like to overestimate themselves.
how weird. perhaps this is why there are gays. coz they are in so much sweetness. HEHEHE
cont with last nite. i dun think the food is good at brewerks. perhaps i ordered the wrong things. if i had to choose, i rather go hog's breath. yes i shld go find out where are their branches in singapore.
and why is it that being girls, i shld not eat too much?? hai. i rather enjoy all the good stuff in the world. of coz i will control my diet when i think i ate too much. but i did not ar. but to tell me to give up chocolaty stuff for diet, cant. simply no.

went dentist today. hey! i dun hav any cavity!! so happy! hahahaha. but i wanna bleach my teeth. so yellow. and i intend to pluck away that tooth that's jutting out. it's so good being a dentist. earn alot sia. hahahaha. but yeah i hav to bleach my teeth. yucks. had comtemplated to put on braces. but there are too many things stopping me. the main thing is the price. and then the pain. and then the lower self-esteem. although it's for the better future. but i juz cant. if mummy had been nicer to bring me for braces when i was young. i promise i will let my children wear braces in their secondary sch life.

sch's gonna start. saddening. ahh i dun wan la. and i shld really join some cca. how ar? which one?
and i hav to be very conscientious and read my notes before class. MUST. yes yes yes.

aye!! i lik johnny depp!!!!
hehehe

crOwn_clOvera 8/03/2006 07:34:00 PM