The Carousels

Friday, June 30, 2006

yeah!! i got my dress already!
YESSSSSSS
i feel lik getting more..really getting addicted in buying dresses
hehehe

and today it's the Second time in this month that i forgot to bring my phone out. so pissed with myself. who can live without their phone rite. and i had to risk using the office phone. though i doubt SS will really check our call log, but there's always the fear there la u know.
oh right, and i'm extending one more week. it's good money you know, i've gotta earn enough for myself to go shopping. i shop alot. but it's SOOO enjoyable. hehe
I was so shocked when i knew jing took days off for both mango and zara sale. gawked. hahaha coz i mean my impression of jing was never as crazy as me for sales. but you are learning good things! yeah yeah!! hehehe
i really want the knitwear from zara. wen if you see it tmr help me buy, please! so pretty that i cannt resist! CANNOT.

sat is coming. scared...

crOwn_clOvera 6/30/2006 12:15:00 AM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Been thinking.. I mean life is all about journeys.. journey with this person.. and then it ends..meanwhile journey with another one starts.. some stay some go..
Then afterall, life is just a journey to death.. isn't it? I had this thinking ever since I was young.. though it sounds pessimistic, but it's true isn't it?

In anyway, I'm really feeling the THING about having a birthday party. Cant even imagine it. I mean it's really scary coz it's the first time. And then there might b chaos. And there might b hiccups (which I hate). It's just scary. Maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Seriously, I should be more thick-skinned. If you wanna get me a present, can you just give me cash? I think that's really what I need.
I will thank you dearly for it. Hehe thanks.
I've been spending so much that I'm feeling jittery bout it.
FOOD - this four letter words can kill me. Pardon me, should be: it's killing me.
Eating out every single day, and then there's old chang kee and this and that for tea break, morning breaks and sometimes dinner. Gosh. PAINFUL

I'm always repeating this. When I start to earn money, I will think: I AM RICH. Then when I overspend, I will *ARGGHHHHHH* ^$$@&*%#@@!^*(&;*%%$#@&;
GREAT

Going to fetch sis back.. guess she must had a lot of fun in HK. *envious*
How I wish I can go shopping like crazy like her.
Next year, next year I'm either going HK or BKK. Definitely. Alrighty! I should start saving! HAHAHA

going airport ---

crOwn_clOvera 6/27/2006 10:57:00 PM

Monday, June 26, 2006

okie okie okie

i have 2 dresses in mind
but i have no idea which one to choose!!
or should i buy both?!?!
hehehe

this is the first one...

this is the second one...

i feel like buying both of them!!
how?

i think i shld be getting lana cake
but they are only open on tues to sat, so i gotta call them early tues so that they hav time to make ba

arh i hate this coz there are just quite a bit of stuff for me to think

crOwn_clOvera 6/26/2006 12:14:00 AM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Oh yeah and we had another surprise party that on mon. HAHAHA the *%#@^* times surprise parties for S10.
YAWN

here are some pics!

our animated friends and the *surprised* tze may... hahaha

all of us...

trying to pose like we take class photo during JC...

and then we try to hav candid shots

HAHA it was quite fun
'cause fit, zhen and bryan started telling us Charles story
hilarious
but it was awkward for yan ping
BUT it's still very funny
haha

and yup this was taken on papa's day
i like this pic

and he's my little nephew
So cute!!!

alrighty, that's all for now
gotta catch some sleep, sis is going airport at 4plus in the morning!

crOwn_clOvera 6/21/2006 10:50:00 PM

*I have to be coherent*

Yup!
I went Mango sale today!!!! Though very very excited, i was as tired. Cant really explain why am I so tired. But that's ok, 'cause I got two pairs of jeans and a top for myself! :D
Of course I'm happy! Both slim fit, which are what I wanted to get. I had wanted to get more tops, but I was too tired to do that. *yawn*
And i got a dress for Jeany! :D
i had wanted to get it for myself too, as in another one for myself. But to wear this dress there's one pre-requisite: big boobs
HAHA it's rather low cut, so if I do not have a pretty cleavage, then i cant wear it!
hahaha

I saw another dress too. but i was too dumb to think i could come back to get it :(
it's tube dress. but it's 80bucks. so i thought, nah, i can do without it.
been spending alot you know
so anyone who wans to get me present shant worry! money will make me ecstatic!!!!
HEHEHE

And we had crystal jade macau on Sun. daddy didnt really like the food, they thought it was OK only.

Work has been rather saddening. There was a guy sitting at the opp table trying to peek us
IRRITATING
and there are alot of work to do. The rest of them should be OT-ing now i guess. I cant and I do not want to 'cause it's too troublesome. Plus sis will be setting off for her HK trip tmr morn and I want to send her off too.
Workplace got more and more boring. I mean it's been donkey days since we played cards : (
*sigh*

Oh yeah i should be going back Mango tmr. I DO NOT want to believe that I cannot find that dress. Though i wouldnt buy it. but i still want to find it. plus i want to see if there are pretty bags. so see how la.

Right! gotta thanks jeany! 'Cause without your card, I wouldnt be able to shop peacefully today! *grinZ*
THANKS!!

crOwn_clOvera 6/21/2006 10:14:00 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

ah! and yes yes yes
i did not get n6280 afterall
it's non symbian leh!
*not interested*
haha

erm well so i signed si liang's 2 yr plan then trade in that darn panasonic
and i got a second hand n70
everyone asked can meh?
i mean well i did it isnt it?
and this n70 is stil under warranty so it's quite good actually
and the condition is not bad
at least it's not as slow as my prev n70
i think it's bcoz of diff versions of softwares sia

yes yes yes i will post some pics we took today at work
hahahaha
so fun

crOwn_clOvera 6/15/2006 11:54:00 PM

AIKS!!!!

how can i forget the most impt thing!

thanks ying, wen n jing for that fantabulousssssssssssss BAG
yes yes yes
im so excited
i was jumping ard
gooooodness

how to hide this excitement of mine!

crOwn_clOvera 6/15/2006 11:48:00 PM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

GUESS what??!?!?!
yes yes yes!!!!
GUESS!! i got it!!!! HAHAHAHA

there you go this is MINE

MINE
you cant imagine how excited and crazy i was when i saw tat bag
GOSH

but that mean shuwen dun let me bring it back
she say i can only have it when it's on my bday
$*%&^%^$%@#$*^*&^^%$%#
hahaha

nothing else matters
oh yeah 10 of my colleagues left today
as in their contracts end le
so sad coz it wun b as fun la

but nvm, there's guess
AAAAWWWWWWWWWWW

crOwn_clOvera 6/15/2006 11:12:00 PM

Monday, June 12, 2006

i shld b gettng a new phone
n6280
jack that one
haha i was saying how bad how bad that phone is
but im poor, that's the best phone i can get
N series are juz too ex la

work.....is..well fun
but abit pissed at times
but im still okie

i think i might b spending too much

crOwn_clOvera 6/12/2006 11:57:00 PM

Friday, June 09, 2006

yes yes yes
pictures time!
hehehee

b4 tat, well you see, i have this craZe for guess stuff recently
i dunno why
then i saw a really really really really pretty one on it's US webby
but sing dun hav!
darn
lik this one

it's abt 150sing..so pretty eh...

and this one!

guess i can go in search of them...but e price...
ahem, i will think bout it later on
hehehe

then...yes i saw another 2 at e guess shops juz now

which one is prettier? i was thinking of the right one initially..wen n dear feel it's nice..but sis supported the left one..ahhh how?

and this is e purse dear got for me..early bday present
hahaha

and oh, gor gor, here is e pic u've wanted
long awaited

and this is how my room look lik now
hehehe
i love the quilt cover
hehehe

okie that's all for today...
havoc tmr!!!
HEHEHEHE

crOwn_clOvera 6/09/2006 11:49:00 PM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

GOSH
i fell in love with a Guess bag
but dunno leh....it's 120...and it's mature looking...okie i will go look out for other similar ones...hehehe

it's how coincidental that clement and justin also feel smu aint such a great sch...the hype, the craze that they portray
maybe bcoz i lack cca bah
how i wish i can finish it in 3.5 yrs, but i was too slack
how many regrets

though life working is mundane and leaves little time for oneself, im stil quite positive i will be happier working
you get to see results fast
you work, you get the money
but study is diff, you work and you work hard, you might not get any results

ahhh i need retail therapy
life's not happy

crOwn_clOvera 6/08/2006 12:18:00 AM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

finally done with all the warranty cards
gor gor not in sing, so i have to do all these

devt of our hse has another letter in, still insist we tear those shelters down
troublesome

well i was so excited that i can blog lik 2 hrs ago
but i juz lost all the feelings
dunno la

but something interesting
haha i havnt been blogging bout my work eh
it's really fun
well we play bridge, sleep, bridge, do abit of work, slack, talk cock
yeah that's bout it
HAHAHA
so fun sia
and there are so many coincidence
there are in total 18 of us there as project assistants
then we are all ard the same age so you can guess as much how much havoc
then there are actually 5 ppl carrying panasonic phones
HAHAHA and 3 got it coz they lost their previous phones
well that's the value of pana phones?
hehehee
also, out of 18, there are SIX of us in, or going into SMU..hahaha
surprisingly, im the only female
guess smu population gonna change sides
then one of these guy, he's from dunearn!
so surprised
then we were talking bout dunearn times, how we hated that sch...how the funny teachers acted..

dun say im slack, coz we werent given alot of work
hehe

oh, and at pc show, we got a digicam and a vidcam
fujifilm digicam, then a panasonic vidcam
gor i got VDR-D250GC
daddy wanted to get sony, but if we take something comparable would be more expensive and less freebies
haaha
plus, this is 3CCD, and sony is only CCD, but then sony only has that carl-zeiss lens
then again, we bgt it already so yup
we got so much freebies. i was so overwhelmed
hahaha
erm for e panasonic one, we got a dry box, 2 more batts, a carrying case, tripod, binoculars, 1GB SD card, and some others
daddy was quite happy so yeah at least i did not let them down
so pressurizing
i had to get one that's ez to use, good resolution, not too ex, and stuff
im so scared i will screw up

i seriously i shld go and sell nokia phones
know so much bout it yet i can put it no where
haha

yeah think most prob we gonna bake cake on sat
and ying is going germany :(
im gonna miss you alot

crOwn_clOvera 6/06/2006 09:38:00 PM

Friday, June 02, 2006

why muz u always compare?
sis juz vacuumed the flr and wat, washed the clothes today and there you go
"you ar, stay at hm also NEVER do any chores for me"
"you ar, see sis, stay at hm one day only help me vacuum and wash clothes"
"you ar, stay at hm for so long only washed the clothes ONCE only"

fucking hell
i was so bloody angry by this
firstly, so i had Only washed the clothes ONCE, jus ONCE isnt it?
and i had NEVER done any bloody chores
fuck
sis juz did ONCE, jus so bloody ONCE of vacuumin the flr
and there you go telling me how bad i am, how i did not do anything, how i shld do and fucking bloody hell
fuck you
so you are trying to compare now is it?
then fine, so i have been helping you umpteen times to make your FAVOURITE curry puff, dumplings, bao, ang ku kueh, cny goodies, mooncake and the list goes on
FROM young alright
have you ever complained to sis that she shld be LIKE ME? she shld learn how to do all those, learn how to make, learn how to cook, and not go out shopping while we are making those.
NO
i bloody hell do not need you to acknowledge whatever i've done, but i neither need you compare
from the day i knew im in this world, you have been comparing both of us
do you fucking noe how hard it is not to think bout it?
im ALWAYS THE WEAKER ONE
ALWAYS
relatives said im the weaker one, you have never helped out. you only added to it
sis is always the cleverer one, sis is always this and always that
and when i finally got to the level of sis's standards, of YOUR STANDARD
i was numbed
so numbed
i couldnt even feel happy for my results anymore coz it did not mean anything anymore

i jus hate to be compared
compared for such small things
that made me even more angry
yes i agree i did not help out in that bloody vacuuming
but i did others like using that darn magic-clean
so where was the complaining to sis?

so all boils down to the issue that I SHOULD NOT HAVE STAYED AT HM
i shld hav went out
not staying at hm everyday

and then you got angry at me for saying all these
told you theseand you said im pushing all the chores to you and again, reiterating your point of I-DID-NOT-DO-ANYTHING-TO-HELP
thank you
so thank you very much

crOwn_clOvera 6/02/2006 09:46:00 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

tmr gonna work
im so nervous
coz i think it's been 2 yrs since i worked in office
but to b stricter, i've never worked in office b4
that time worked at philips was just at service centre
im really scared... wat if no one wans to talk to me?
wat if they tell me to make coffee and tea? and not let me do other things?
being a promoter, if no one talks to me, then it's okie coz i mean i cant really talk anyway
but...hai im worrying too much
pray hard everything is well

and mummy gave me money again
im happy of coz
but i feel bad coz sis dun hav
she muz b feeling sore and unbalanced....
i am not depending on myself financially afterall........

crOwn_clOvera 6/01/2006 11:15:00 PM