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Saturday, October 30, 2004

wah wah wah!!! psyc OVER LO!!
okie well juz the mid term..but still..one more down..one more to go.. hee =)

oh well im still troubled over the shld-change-course or not thing..haiz i dunno..do u think it's fated that i hav to stay in psyc?okie i cant think in this way..if i think in this way, it's called misattribution..blah dunno la..
wel u c..if i stay in soc sci..most prob i wun get any honors or wat shit..coz it's not ez to score..well but how do i noe whether i can score in biz or not??
den i dunno whether i will like the subjs in biz or not..i ve nv studied wat finance or marketing b4..n now im really interested in political sci n sorts..it's juz a very confused state..it's so difficult to sit on the fence lor.. ouch!! haha
well but on the other hand ar wat can do with a pysc degree?jobs r so limited..but who say a biz degree will confirm get a job?but learning marketing or finance will really aid me in my working life in the future..so how....
shld i go back to my original idea to take double major in finance??
but taking soc sci if cant get honors how?? well if that's e case all the more i shld put in more effort..but the thing now is tat after taking psyc exam today, i realised it's not only abt understanding in soc sci subjs..it's abt applying..n it's quite critical thinking lor..n my brain is normally more dumb n slower than ppl so i wil take more time to think,..like today..i almost couldnt finish it coz i was spending bulk of the time thinking..hmmmm...how??how??
i hav to decide by this weekend lor..coz nxt wk i hav to start bidding for term 2's courses..if i wan 2 change to biz den i hav to focus on uni core nxt term..if i wanna cont in soc sci den i will take 2 soc sci core..how how?????

ying: u siao liao ar?? but den again i was wondering ytday did i make e wrong choice in choosing smu soc sci over ntu biz..no la cannot think bout this..if i change to ntu biz effectively im wasting a yr..cannot cannot..no more time to waste liao..

somehow im thinking of staying soc sci liao..on the condition tat i muz tell myself to study more n study smarter..i shld really devise a way to study smart with these subjs tat req so much readings...ya lor..always read so slow den how to score betta??i wanna get honors..if no honors im juz wasting my time in uni..argh...whether to take finance or marketing double major will be decided in yr 3..but still..if i wanna take double major i hav to piang all courses so tat i can finish in 4 yrs..n not to forget i still hav attachment..
ar there's juz so much things to consider n no one who's professional is there to help u..it's juz so vexing..darn..

kok: gotta fill me in with e details hor!! hahahaa.. but still lik wat i told u..dunno leh..i still hav my stand coz i still feel zt with him abit..hmm..okie i'll try not b biased..hahaha fill me in!!

wen ying: free nxt sat?coz siew's bday dunno shld meet up or not..if u 2 cant go den juz me siew karen n jing abit stupid..dunno..

wat else..
oh ya cannot say smu life not hectic liao..coz siew n me said this is bcoz we din piang lik others..i was too slack in the last 10wks le..i shld hav studied more so perhaps my pysc wont score so low tat time..how i wish i can go into dean's list..hahahaha tat's pure joke.. hee..

lalala i shld b going thailand during yr end..dunno yet..but hope i can go!! SHOPPING!!
hahaah..
blah

crOwn_clOvera 10/30/2004 03:42:00 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004

i cant be more screwed
seriously..
after talking to sis that day she told me wat for i get a soc sci degree?it's like u can read it on ur own coz it's basically foolproof..so i tot for it for a few days n today i finally decided to hand in my transfer of programme form..guess wat? they say u can only transfer aft ur 1st or 2nd yr
damn it
i think they juz changed this policy..coz i rem a mth back when i wanted to change i read nothing like this..n plus, TA n david said that they have frens who changed in first yr..not aft first yr..damn it..can i b more screwed up..
y muz things b so unfair when i have finally decided???
shit im juz pure dumb n indecisive piece of shit coz if i had made the choice earlier nothing like this will happen.
damn it.
i seriously think it's a tough job for me to finish everything in 4yrs liao
in soc sc, the subj core is totally diff from biz core..so nxt term i cant take anything that has to do with biz core..forget abt taking psyc as double major in 4th yr. if i can finish my biz degree by 4th yr im plain lucky.
ppl, dun make the wrong choice, even if u made the wrong choice, rem, act fast n alter it!!
arghhhhhh
n it's like if i dun take any soc sci core nxt term, this means tat i shld chiong for my uni core n general ed..that will mean lik 3 uni core n 2 ge..but uni core r basically proj based!!so meaning i will hav 3 proj at least??!! arghh
i shld learn to b more decisive..damn it..
if i chiong for those next term..mayb i can take lik 4 biz core in each term for 2nd yr..but that's ridiculous..other ppl take two each term, i take 4 at 1 go..most possibly i die first b4 getting anything..
n the worse worse worse thing of all, i hav to get a gpa of 3 n above to change degree..damn it..i juz failed my pysc?!?!?!shit..okie buck up buck up..i will score in my pysc this sat..
im juz scared that in the end i cant lik take 4 biz core in yr 2..i hav to finish all biz core by yr 2 end..or else i cant choose my major..n i will b lagging others by a term..which means i cant complete my cousr in 4 yrs....
DAMN SHIT LA

ARGHHHHHH

crOwn_clOvera 10/25/2004 05:54:00 PM

Saturday, October 23, 2004

cold joke 1)
well..y tigger always go toilet..okie hint hint..u c ar..who's tigger's best friend?? winnie the pooh rite.. haha get it? dun? tigger alwaz go toilet to find POOH..

cold joke 2)
of coz..this aint a cold joke..it's such an intellectual qn! orange of coz..has TWO sides..y? inSIDE n outSIDE..

cold joke 3)
hmm this one u hav to visualise..u c ar..the hunter 'piang'..so instinctively when there's a loud piang near u wat will u do? yes yes u will cover ur ears with both ur hands.. ya ya get it? yes correct that's it..coz koala bear bear, who's clinging on to the tree trunk, will use his 2 hands to cover both ears..so do u think he will still b on the tree?

crOwn_clOvera 10/23/2004 10:33:00 PM

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

1) why tigger always go toilet?

2) how many sides does an orange have?

3) one day, hunter saw 3 birds on a tree..he shot at the three birds and all of them fell. Y did the koala bear that's nearby also fell off the tree? (it's not bcoz e hunter shoot at e koala, try harder)

ans will b released soon.
stay tuned!!

crOwn_clOvera 10/20/2004 05:03:00 PM

Friday, October 15, 2004

crOwn_clOvera 10/15/2004 06:55:00 PM

RULES

Rule #1 -
when the going gets tough, recall the best piece of relationship advice u've ever heard, for eg, " A relationship doesnt have to resemble those in movies or books to be great".

Rule #2 -
clear out mental clutter from past relationships. it doesnt matter if u've been unlucky in love. just take the necessary steps to build a great relationship now.

Rule #3 -
get away with e girls whenever u can. men find women who can hav fun without them confident and v v sexy!

Rule #4 -
keep up the romantic gestures, b it a small note u tuck into his wallet or a warm kiss on his cheek while he's on the computer.

Rule #5 -
stop over-analyzing -> it's energy draining. reading too much into his actions or comments will not help matters. the best way is to let things fall into place naturally.

Rule #6 -
stop the argument right now! it doesnt really matter who started it. it takes two to make a relationship, so both sides must alwaz rem to compromise.

Rule #7 -
dun play games. juz bcoz he chatted to a girl doesnt mean u hav to flirt with first boy u c. a self-assured girl doesnt need to resort to such action. in fact, u'l appear more attractive to him if u take into stride his friendships with other girls.

Rule #8 -
if the relationship falters, rem there's plenty of fun to b had as a single girl. you can finally fulfil ur dream of touring Europe without having to consult his availability and u'l also hav more time for ur family n friends now.

crOwn_clOvera 10/15/2004 06:24:00 PM

hmm wat hav i been doing?
i came up with this "daily study schedule" thing last week..been tryin really had to stick to it..coz it's lik everyday..u will juz hav some other things to do..n i dun mean hmwk..lik having lunch with frens..(hey i dun hav alot of frens in SMU but stil..haha) or hang out with will..or project meeting..or watching tv..
dunno..somehow i think my life now is so monotonous..no excitement in life anymore..n guess wat?im somehow contented with this life..
NO!!i cant!!
okie i guess i hav to find things to excite my life..

but wat?my free time i wil force myself to study pysc..u noe hor..my study schedule..out of 7days..6days are devoted to psyc..but still..i dun think i can finish..coz u gotta read the new chapters n oso review on the prev ones to study for exam..
tat is in 2 wks time!!!!arghhhh

i seriously think i lack of frens in SMU..hey it's countable okie..okie frens as in can really talk n sorts ones..i guess is only yi shan,david,siew hui?damn sad..well i can talk to rebecca,aileen too la..but not really..hmmm..oh still got darelene la..well juz tat only..
guess i forgot my aim of coming to uni..i said i wan to noe as many ppl as poss..i guess that's out of my ability..im introvert
okie no living soul will believe this

oh well u can see from my 2 prev entries..i managed to do something more for my blog..if u dun lik e music juz press stop page n no more song lor...picture..im trying to find nice ones...but i told myself not to touch html for now..or else i will go gaga over it n my studies is gone...
hey i seriously wonder how did i pass my 9wks of uni..that's lik 2mths 1 wk? that's so long..n everyone is so bz with sch work n sorts..except me..oh well n siew hui's on my side too..both of us r so slack..that's not exactly good i guess..coz i hav so much time but did so little work compared to JC life..i guess is bcoz project is not totally hmwk so i tot i hav v little things to study..

yup basically u can c im rattling on n on...as usual...rattle is nice...relaxing..im so lucky to hav this blog..u noe there r juz some things tat is inapproriate to tell anyone even ur closest frens or family?yup so here's the place to write..
so to treat my blog..i will revamp it!yes..come up with nicer prettier skins..a suitable song...i wonder can we put mp3 as backgrd sound..is it violating any rule or not...hmm...
bUT of coz this will be after my term...if i dun it anytime now..not only i wil slaughter myself..will wil also chop me into pieces...haha

oh ppl...dun watch nxt wk's xiao hua xiao cao...dunnnn.......it's on SMU n the guys SUCK big big time...u juz grap any guy in SMU also betta looking than the two of them..i serious lor..u noe it's lik i stand there, left right front back all u wil hear ppl saying "disgrace to SMU!" "hey **** is much betta!" "juz pull any guy wil b betta lor!" "hey u go n trash them!"
ya la
they SUCK
haha okie betta not comment on ppl..i will get retribution one..but den i seriously think they shld hav chose others..u chose roger, marcus, timothy or even alex so betta lor..n the worst is they din even choose desmond foo?????he's the cleo bachelor n he's cute lor n he wasnt chosen
lousy show
hahahaaha

ya la can c im rattling
good good

wat else hav i did these days.....
oh i went movies with will that day
POLICE STORY IS DAMN NICE
really really..i've alwaz hated tat jackie chan's movie coz alwaz so exaggerating..but this time it's thrilling n touching n scary n heart wrenching n sweet n saddening n everything la...i teared like 2 times??i dunno..looking at the bad guy(wu yan zu) being so verbally n physically abused by his father who's a police commissioner n he became so psychopatic...so pitiful..it's like he was surrounded by police n he knew if he juz raise his gun he's dead..n so he empty his gun n raised his gun..n he was killed in front of his dad..so sad..so sad..
it's juz damn nice..
but the thing is...
we went to watch it,paying $13 n we got the couple seat..hahaha
caiying caiying..u hor juz buy tics at suntec..of coz muz b weekdays..coz less crowded..den when the movie start...u juz move up to the couple seats..hahaaha..we did it..n another couple oso..hahaha..they juz climb over the seats n den moved to the back..haha
clever? haha no la it's CHEAPO
but couple seats r so ex lor..erm $30 for 2 on weekends?siao

okie wat else...
oh i went to the tiger beer concert at padang last sat..saw ah zhen..but it's a retarded concert..coz front 2hrs was some stupid house music..2 siao play n play..but machi was nice!hmm mltr was a letdown though...

yes!im going NTU tmr..okie im not happy bcoz i going NTU hor..im happy coz im meeting caiying n wen...hee..wen gonna bring me eat this jap food that according to her is superbly nice..hahah..ramen!bento!rambutan freeze! :D

den sun going to have high tea with papa mama n sista..it's been so long since we really sad together to hav a meal..n time is hard for dad..haiz it's not that their workload is v little n no income..workload is moderate but den cant get back bad debts..it's really saddening to see dad work so hard..but im an infillial daughter la..coz im not really cutting down on my expenses..$500 a mth is okie rite?well it's ont really okie if u dun hav any income at all..haiz..

all said..let's hav a pic..hmm..rather not..troublesome...taaa ppl..

crOwn_clOvera 10/15/2004 05:06:00 PM

Thursday, October 14, 2004

im proud to present~~~

the left one is call ti ko !!

the right one is smelly !!

there you have it~

btw, you can call tiko piku
you can call smelly peeka

yup

:D

crOwn_clOvera 10/14/2004 11:43:00 AM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

OMG

i actually actually put a pic on my blog!!!!!!!!
yeah!!!!
eh it's hard lor!!!
i had to find a host to do it...
so meaning i can put other things too i think...
betta learn...
but i think i'l stop here for now...
if im hooked on im dead...
my psyc exam is in 2wks?
again
shit u
but i din noe i can do it
ya la i noe it's damn ez for some ppl
but stupid me here can do it means im clever now
now only
hahaha
:D

crOwn_clOvera 10/12/2004 11:24:00 PM

Friday, October 08, 2004

i finally realised..
wounds really need time to heal..
yes, its definite tat i got over him le..
but its like the wounds havnt heal completely?
i dunno...
it's juz e phobia hidden inside me..
when u were sure of it n someone juz burst it
it was painful u noe..
so its lik if u dun believe in anyone completely u wun fall for it totally
den u wun get so hurt
this is real selfish but i choose to b selfish..y shld anyone b so nice to everyone when u wil get hurt in the end?

wahaha im juz talkin cock..trying to entertain myself..
in some sense it's true i guess..but still..i still "pull" u hor dar?
hahahaahahahaa

okie back to some lighter mood...
great time at will's chalet!!!hahahaha
hmm the sad thing is i was sick la..so cant really play..
the thing is their og ppl r so on lor..everyone can joke ard n sorts.. **envious**
n another couple formed in their og!!hahaa
first it was david n charmaine
den will n me la..
den last nite..whaahaha
they were lik interogating ah zhui initially...
den he tried to fake...
den they interrogate daphne...
den...hahaa...
n they went out to talk for dammmnnn long....
come back tel us oh nothing we talk it out still frens...
den....wahahha...
nxt morn go to their room.....
they r hugging together on a single bed la.....
wahahahahaha...

i realise i alwaz get v happy when i see the ppl ard me get attached..hee
but if c get together with z, i wil b more than happy!!wahaha
lalalala

if 2 person wan to b together, it's very impt to have trust..im learning..n at fast speed..haha..now i really really agree tat trust is v impt..
if u dun trust..u wil think
he dun lik me
im losing him
n crap
worse still: he's with other girls
haha
trust
such a short word yet so hard to attain

crOwn_clOvera 10/08/2004 09:58:00 PM

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

I m sick..okie rather..i was sick..haha
My temp 3 hrs ago was 38.4..siao hor..i think this is the highest fever I ever had..
Was sick ever since 2 nights ago..den ytday stil went out with siew hui..coz I tot im okie so juz went out lor..i think im juz too stubborn..coz I was shivering in far east plaza n I was wearing jacket lor..den went hm at 5plus..den went to slp..but at ard 9 mama asked me wanna go c doc or not..so I went lot 1 raffles medical grp..wahahahaha seeing doc has never been so shiok..ask me y ask me y!! coz it’s free..haha..it’s free for all SMU students..lalala
Den pig me slept until 1pm juz now n missed my time to take medicine tat’s y I had such high fever..now im okie le..yeah yeah..i gotta b okie man..tmr’s will’s og chalet..i hav to go..hee

Oh ya..gotta thanks jack n tze may for organizing the class dinner that day..although my mood was spoilt by someone..but I still enjoyed myself lots..hee..it’s nice to b talking to whole bunch of ppl..it’s been so long since s10 really sat together n talk..siew hui said Eugene suggested going to his hse for the nxt gathering..perhaps we could hav it at his hse..but the thing is when?after the girls r in their hols?i think so..coz if anytime earlier, wil b super near to our exams..talking abt exams..argh..my psyc exam is 3wks ltr..y...

**pray hard I will get well by tonight so mama wil let me go chalet!**

haha talking abt mama..coz mama noe abt will’s presence le..but she nv see him b4 la..it’s juz tat she will sometimes ask me things bout him..it’s lik last sun..i was studying in sch with will..den mama guessed it..den in the evening she called n said she wanted to go bukit timah eat..she asked me wanna join them or not..i tot it will b troublesome n waste of time so I told her no..den after tat she called again she asked whether we want her to da pao for us or not..i said no need..it’s lik it seems she trying her ways n means to see will?hahaha..
den after that ma dad n sis were waiting for me at oei tiong ham there..so I parted with will beside gym there..den so qiao..sis walked up to gym there to look for toilet..n they saw each other..haha..coz they met b4 so will juz said hi..but he oso got a shock when he saw dad was behind sis..haha..
it’s juz so hilarious that the person(mama) who so wanna c will juz dun get to see him..hee..fun fun..n in front of mama I alwaz call will as “wo de peng you”.. yup..add spice to life mah..haha..

crOwn_clOvera 10/06/2004 04:04:00 PM

Friday, October 01, 2004

PJC

okie guess correctly dun have prize...hahaha..went back to take cert...
but in the end i left my cert with ying..nvm la..she wun eat it..at most she wil juz throw it away only..i dun mind ar...worse come to worse i go back pj say they keyed in mine wrongly n demand for a new one??okie idea quite good quite good.....

they had lunch at pj canteen...haha wen felt ripped off?okie la comon dun demand so much from sch canteen...juz $1.50 only leh...in smu is twice or thrice tat amt lor....
den had nothing to do so we started taking pics...
i think we looked lik aliens there...or is tat i felt we r aliens?
lik we walked into the sch everyone gave us weird looks..den we go canteen oso receive stares...e worst was when we starting taking pics in the canteen la..n used boxes of chocs (complementary of claudia) to put the camera higher so as to take ourselves...yup juz laugh.laugh

den in canteen take not enough hor, we went to the ramp there take somemore..guess where we put the camera?on the dustbin la..pj dustbin r those high high ones...so we dun need the choc boxes to achieve the height...hahaha..

i guess things r really different now...life den was so relaxed...in some sense
u juz hav to play n study...
now..hmm actually it's still play n study...but it's still different..
n i miss my locker...where i put my tidbits inside..my tie my books my maths tys my dance attire my pe dirty clothes...

yeah yeah tmr is s10 dinner..i think this turn up is quite gd..yeah good good..since tat's the case..i think i dun organise anymore la since jack n tm organise better...hahaha..i wonder how's ppl..like how's karen n jing...fit too..havnt seen her for so long...how's charles..how's bryan...how's jia wei too..lik i havnt talk to them for sooo long sia...but pray hard that the food tmr is up to standard...dun waste my $20 bucks hor...im putting my whole trust in tze may's taste now...haha
n i've a great plan up my sleeve..hopefully it works..dun b angry k!! hee

cya peeps tmr!! :)

crOwn_clOvera 10/01/2004 09:20:00 PM