The Carousels

Thursday, November 16, 2006

It's really sucky when you have to accomodate others, and not the other way round.

And when you try to work the other way round, you turn out to be the unreasonable, wilful, ignorant, stubborn, bad-tempered kid.

Puuurrrfectt.

Thank you so much.

crOwn_clOvera 11/16/2006 11:16:00 PM

These days have been really suffocating. Lack of sleep, lack of slack time. I know everyone else is experiencing this too, but I'm just unhappy bout it. The headache that unrelentless want to stay within my temples. And the brain-and-heart misfit as to study or play. Ahh I want this to be over soon.

And getting back my midterm results for my Psyc wasn't very pleasant. I didn't do really badly though. I got 74marks, but I was on the 49th percentile. What's worse, I did not do my term paper properly. I must have some problem with me in my incompetence in dealing with stress and time limit. I know I have that amount of work to do. I've listed them all down, I've planned out a daily schedule for me to abide by. Yet I can't get my ass to start cracking those articles and notes. Perhaps I was wrong to even plan out a schedule. It just intensified the stress amount. No turning back.

I want to go Bangkok now!!!!
And I want to eat salmon with mayo. And I want Bakerzin. And I want awfully choc. And I want choc.a.bloc.

That's all for now.

---From the unsatisfied woman.

crOwn_clOvera 11/16/2006 05:02:00 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

I slept for only an hour this morning. I was relatively awake this morning, but it's coming down on me now. Serious headaches and dizziness...
Well at least thank god I've finished that dreadful Psyc report. I didn't do it properly, it was purely for the sake of churning out a report. This is quite bad actually 'cause my grades will suffer (DUH), but I don't have time. Why not spend more time in exams 'cause it's 50%? Yeah.

Gosh my head is so heavy, I really need a nap.

Ying: hug him real tight for this time. in case no other chances le. hahaha.

I can't freaking think of anything! My brain is so dried up. Desert in the brain.

crOwn_clOvera 11/14/2006 04:12:00 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

I was caught in the rain just now. It was hilarious haha. I parted with Siew Hui and Zhichao after lunch and I was supposed to walk to the bus stop outside school to go home 'cause I was too lazy to study in school. And so I thought why not buy a drink from Cheers first. So, yes as you have guessed as much, when i stepped out of Cheers, *thunders*
Perfect. And Cheers was located without any routes with shelter linking to some other place where I can go. And so i stand there. And wait. Then I decided to run towards the busstop (might as well). And well, my pants was wet, my suede shoes were wet too. lousy day. And the hook on my pants got loose too. Ahh bad day.

Nevermind, I finally got onto the bus. WOOOO the aircon and wet weather can only make me think of one thing... And so I did.. And i almost missed my busstop! HAHAHA. I really love the feeling of sleeping in bus. Motion-sleepiness. HEHE. 'Cause the bus is bumpy, somehow it feels like I'm on the baby swing thing. Aiya, what is it called ar? Haha

And I like those taxi drivers who drive darn fast. Shiok! That day record high was 120km/h. HAHAH shiok. But it isnt all that good 'cause I waited for an hour to get a taxi. It's around 10 and all the taxis went hiding. Ahhhh. I was waiting by the road and alot of them simply drove past me. Great ar, Ignore me. And so after waiting at the roadside for a taxi for half an hour, I gave up and decided to wait at taxi stand. Before that I was laughing at those in taxi queues "So dumb!". In the end I was the dumbest.

Then I went swissotel taxi stand and while queueing.. Me and William saw a roach! Isn't something surprising, but this roach is really "attractive"!

he was scuttling around, and then he saw a drain. WAOOHHH aint he excited. He was so happy, and so you see how he tried to go down the drain. well the drain is those with round round holes. I think the roach must have felt the presence of sewage right under that drain, so he was so excited and tried so hard to go down. Of 'course, he can't go down, if not why would I be mentioning it. HAHA. He just kept trying and trying. 'Cause body too big, hole too small la. haha. There were times his head down and body vertical, thinking that he would be able to squeeze himself in. And this went on for 3 mins. He was rather persistent and had great perserverance. I admire him sia. HAHA.

Roach thinking:::
Ahh! drain! I finally found one!! Okie okie I have to get down this drain to get to my delicious sewage!
*run run run run*
How come I cant go into the drain? my body too big ar?? No No I have to get in. I have to!
Oh no! how come such a big black round thing is rolling towards me! I have to siam! yeah I did! Oh no! how come another round black thing coming towards me again! Ahh!!!
---The end---

all things have to come to an end.....
taxis will come in ar.. And so he was crushed while trying to find his sewage. All of us there went "OH NO!" *GASPS* 'cause he was the center of attention for that mere 3 mins. poor thing.

Oh well he had his fame before he died at least.
Hey other people, like those kids in kids central only had "a min of fame", you had three. be happy yeah? HEHEHE

Week 13 next week. I'm so tired and lethargic already. Taking 5 mods really can kill. I wish I had the chance to relax for few days now. But the roach thing really made me happier. HAHHAA So mean.

crOwn_clOvera 11/10/2006 03:54:00 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

Sacrificed my beauty sleep for excel, fretting over lack of time 'cause the presentation is tmr. But guess what! We are more or less done now! Ahh but I can't get back those lost hours of sleep. 'Cause the amount of work to do is still bloody disgusting.

I realised my recent posts are all about school. How no life. hahaha.

But well, we went for a surprise party for Siew Hui last fri. She seem to love the cabbage alot. HAHA. And I am so sorry to Jing for not telling you there's a change of date. So sorry girl. 'Cause I was really busy with this excel sheet(shit) (haha how i love this pun), such that nothing can be registered on my brain. Sorry girl.

Oh well, here's some of the pics:

Jack's pantyliner is quite good ( :P), resolution wise of 'cause. HEHE

Luckily it's week 12 already. If this kind of life persist I might as well commit suicide. HHAAHA. I have this report due next week which I have put it aside for really long. The psyc report I dread so very much, I don't even want to think about it. But it's due on next wed. Save me!

Sis has some lobang for cheap tics to BKK. Told mama to think about it and go with me, but oh well, it's gone now 'cause cheap tics are gone. Hai. But then again, if Papa, Mama go with me, then it will be quite a problem 'cause we cannot shop all day long. Daddy will humtum me for that.haha

Yeah I also love those curls I did. But to fork out 200bucks for those hair is not within my reach. That sum of money is approximately half of my assets. Sometimes I wonder how can I really earn money while schooling or during that short holidays. You want to live your life to the fullest. But somehow you are constrained. I'm not saying only with money and only by spending money then I will be happy. But to stop myself time and again for doing this and that saddens me.
Daddy mentioned 'bout giving me money last night. I felt happy momentarily. But then, hey, where was the promise I made that time?

That country Ying lives in really pollutes people. Perhaps I'm plain old conservative Asian. But to think that bitchy bitch was so desperate to do it in the kitchen pollutes my dear Ying. hehe. In any case I think the environment serves as a huge push factor. You do it 'cause you don't wanna LOSE. Oh well, none of my business for that C***A bitch to that. Trying not to be against that country. hehe

Shit I should have brought out my stuff for dance. I could have went. And I drove to school so all the more I should put those stuff in the boot. Dumb. Now I have no place to go but stuck here in school thinking of proj stuff. Again.

I wanna watch Goong again. Shin Goon!!!!!!! =D

crOwn_clOvera 11/06/2006 04:04:00 PM

I seem to pride myself on how late I sleep because of school work. That sucks and that's bloody loser. Nvm.

crOwn_clOvera 11/06/2006 06:16:00 AM

CAT. Kills me and deprives me of my Precious Sleep. It's 6.07am and I've yet to go bed.
I was stupid enough to take on the tasks of compiling both the excel sheet and the report. Hell to come. The worst thing that is going to happen is after so much effort, our project is not recognised by Prof. That would be PUUURRRRFECT.

I think Jack's Ultra blog is quite crappy. HAHA. Comon, think of some interesting stuff to say than to suck up to them. HAHA joking. :)

crOwn_clOvera 11/06/2006 06:13:00 AM

Friday, November 03, 2006

Thank god most of my presentations and reports are going to be over. Only the scariest one left. PSYC. Gosh, the bloody Prof demands so much. A 5% presentation requires analysing, evaluating, explaining, and everything. And the term paper (report) has to be an original piece, coming up with a new research area. What the freak. We are not in graduates level leh, we are just pathetic undergrads. And it's due one week plus later. Argh, I'll deal with it later.

And I went for 4 dance classes this week already. The aftermath is always the same, aches everywhere. HAHA. But I love dance still. Energises me. But I have to really train myself harder. I'm so slow. Thanks Huijing for introducing Studiowu to me. Well I think this studio isn't the best, fantabulous, but it's Good at least. HAHA.

Guys should really think through whatever they are doing even before going into it. Seriously, so hateful for doing things that pukes me. I can't say much, but it pukes me. Totally. Yucks. Quote "you Mother Fucker."

And I found chocolate cake shops! HAHA it was featured on Channel 8. I'm finding a chance to buy it. No occasion leh. But if you guys have a chance, go choc.a.bloc in bedok. It looks darn nice. ARGH i wanna eat it. And Awfully Choc too. It's near my house but I can't find the time to buy it. Yes I'm lazy. HEHE

I can't wait to go BKK. So much anticipation, so much excitement. Imagine Shop till I drop. How I love. HEHE.

I'm so bored, I will load some pictures.

Ahh i went for some makeup class that day. Waste money. HAHA.

HAHA and I love my hair. I spent like an hr to do it. And it lasted for only 4 hours. Good enough I guess. I will try to make it better next time! :)

Lastly, My fav wallpaper/ picture now. It's everywhere. On my phone or my laptop. HAHAHA. He's so cute. AAWwwwwww

crOwn_clOvera 11/03/2006 01:31:00 PM