The Carousels

Sunday, September 26, 2004

haha..yup yup met wen n ying n tm in hv ytday again..was suppose to meet will in sch to study aft lunch with darelene n yi shan one..but he not free..happy with his own things..so i went hv to find them..haha but stil quite fun coz i din study n talked to them n sorts..

den will came down to meet us for dinner at hv..poor him..came all the way..hee
den after so long, he finally sees the true colours of ah wen liao.. you mei you...hhaha
it's lik me ying n will were jokin bout stuff..den as usual wen din catch e joke..but wen ar, u understnad the reserve thing liao or not?hee

oh oh! will say u 2 v nice ppl..haha..he say wen is more of a straight forward person..n ying is more of e calm n composed one..haha quite true eh...okie nxt time i buy him crystal ball den he can predict more since he's quite good in it

;)

crOwn_clOvera 9/26/2004 01:43:00 PM

Friday, September 24, 2004

i seriously wish life isnt all bout this

i like my life
but y cant i do things at my own pace?
i love psyc but y muz i clear 2 chaps in a wk?
i wanna learn stuff
stuff like yoga
lik photography
makeup
self grooming
comms teaches public relations
but i dun listen
coz im not attentive
i wanna learn but im not doing it
coz im juz plain lazy
i juz wanna play
i wana go places lik
paris greece egypt france india new zealand n sorts
to take pics
to see castles
to c the Nature
breathe the air
wher u will feel only peace n serenity
n not "hmwk!!"
so much things
yet no time
no intiative
no courage
and of coz
no money

i can only wish
coz all these wat do u need?
money
to travel to eat to live
money
dun blame me for being materialistic

perhaps nobody shld b blamed or hated
coz U r not perfect
so wat e fuck shld u say bout others
if u r perfect
den b god
if u cant b god
U r not perfect

since we can nv b perfect
y did god create us?
u can nv b perfect so y do u try to b perfect at all?
so y strive for the better?
no point?

**smelly nods her head**

crOwn_clOvera 9/24/2004 03:14:00 PM

1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to

have chocolate. (try for more than

once but less than 10)

2. Multiply this number by 2 (Just to be bold)

3. Add 5. (for Sunday)

4. Multiply it by 50 I'll wait while you get the

calculator................

5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1754.... If you

haven't, add 1753 .......

6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.

You should have a three digit number ...

The first digit of this was your original number (i.e., how many times you

want to have chocolate each week).

The next two numbers are .........

YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it IS!!!!!)

crOwn_clOvera 9/24/2004 01:21:00 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

haha ya la coz i lazy to write la..been bz n sorts..actually not tat bz la..but still bz la..juz time passes real fast lor..hmm lemme c...wat hav i done this past wk......

okie to ying..date was great..haha..told u on the phone liao mah..i went on a shopping spree tat day la..spent bout 100bucks tat day..i think im crazy..it's lik i dun hav any form of income(heartless mama nv give me allowance) n im spending so much..but nvm la..hmm bought a top, a pair of flips, a flower ring(damn nice!), a laptop bag for will tat din fit his laptop in the end..erm wat else did i buy ar..shld b lik tat la..watched dodgeball aft dinner..not nice one..i dun like..guess im the kind of ppl who likes comedies..coz it's lik fake n sorts..if u tel me a joke in person i can laugh til non stop la..but den in movies..it juz dun work on me lor...n will got me a purse!!hee thanx dear!!haha..renoma one..well i alwaz wanted a renoma or pc one..hee..but i feel bad la..lik i made u buy one..

den the rest of e days i've been in sch..not mugging really..coz i din study much..but thank god i finally catch up with my stats..yeah..haha..stil love maths sooo muchie...hahaha

i wonder when wil i get my ass to go talk to the dean abt changing course..darn..ut i called the acad counsellor, left voice mail she nv get back to me..guess i shld look for someone else la..
psyc is fun..but i guess i m not cut for it..it's too taxing..it has not much of future..my senior say mayb psyc can oso go into biz sector..but..i dunno..tat's y i needa talk to someone more experienced...but who la...argh....

den i wanna say a super malu thing..darn..coz on tues will sent me back to factory..den it's lik we parked outside factory..b4 i got down..mama drove out of factory!!den i was like argh cannot let mama c!!!so i quickly hid under..
well i tot my mama din c..coz e nxt day mama was telling dad lik she was wondering wat's that car doing beside our fac's big rubbish chute..she tot someone wanna make use of our chute (this chute we muz pay one so my mama hates ppl who makes use of it)..wah i was laughing to myself..partly find it happy..partly feel heng ar mama din c me..well guess wat..in the end my mama was lik talking to me on the phone ltr in the afternoon n she was lik "u think i dunno u r in the car beside the rubbish chute meh?" wah den i diao diao diao...but of coz i used my usual "huh???wat???" hahaha...will was lik "i dun wanna go to ur hse anymore..." hahahaha...i juz dun wanna let my mama noe now..not yet..ltr my mama say bring him hm for dinner or wat leh??i die there lor

can someone suggest how can i tel my mama?haiz...
sorry dear..im juz scared...

to dar: sorry for tolerating my wu li qu nao tat day..thanx.. =)

crOwn_clOvera 9/23/2004 07:18:00 PM

Friday, September 17, 2004

day out with wen n ying at hv.. (again??but i love it!:D)

yup we slacked at starbucks again today..drink the usual stuff..had mush swiss..nice nice..haha...talk bout all sorts of things..guys..hmwk..sch..frens..as usual la..den went hv shoppin ctr to shop..yeah got this really cute thing!!hee..sooo cute!!me n ying got 1 each..den i saw this skirt..it din really look really nice on me..but i juz love the design..can i juz buy??darn..i shld??dunno...i shld go back one day n try again..if i still like it den i buy..haha yeah!!

oh ya i seriously think i can try to bring wen with ahem leh!!whaahaha...wen ok??? seriously he's such a good catch..i mean he bcome more shuai le rite?den plays basketball rite??(which to u is SOoOO impt) lol :P

den had sushi tei for dinner finally la..nice la..the don there not bad..yaki tori..katsu..all not bad..oh oh i wanna go sushi tei in serangoon gardens someday..coz they hav tatami style there...hee seems interesting wor...lalala

i was shagged today coz i juz felt no time le..i told myself to at least finish my stats(piled up stack::4chaps lagging)..so i havta finish 4 chaps today la..but cant..coz normal distri got so much den im slower in thinking compared to jc life..dunno from when on la..im slow..shagged n stressed til i got headache ar..like wat the heck..i think if this goes on i'l grow old super fast n wil hav migraine n den when im older wil get all old ppl's illnesses..den i wil b an old hag..HAG!!!shit!!!i cannot!!!
btw, in case u ppl dunno..i hate it when ppl calls my mama auntie. ya hate it..dunno y..like some old auntie juz calls my mama auntie lor wher they r soo much older..so expected, i hate ppl to call me auntie too..
haha

den aft dinner we were like where to go leh?den we went back starbucks to study..hahahaa...muggers!!but i juz cant seem to finish my stats..darn..y...n i ate too much today le la..so full aft sushi tei.darn..i think im like so much fatter le..shit..cannot..i muz control my diet..if i dun, in mayb few mths i will look like erm ruben??ya..okie mayb color wise im fairer..haha oops okie okie racist joke..dun take it seriously..hahha...

well can c ar my tots are all jumbled up..i dunno la.im havnt been v clear minded n myslef for some time..i havnt been talking to myself for very long..not good..i think i wanna enclose myself up some day...hahaha psychopath...
okie bu hao xiao...

crOwn_clOvera 9/17/2004 11:38:00 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2004

im stupid eh

okie philips din bank in my last pay that time..so i called irene thin n tel her..den she was lik tellin me to fax a copy of my bankbook statement to her..wtf..i mean hello u dun hav records ar?darn...but i bo bian so i juz fax..den ltr she say blur tel me go photocopy again den fax to her..wah kao u think im wat??free labour??y muz i bear the consequences when it's not my fault???wang ba dan

so i was so pissed so i went philips webby den i sent a complain letter to them..saying things like i think ur company shld review ur company's working attitude..i demand an explanation and satisfactory ans from ur side..haha i oso said the incapability of ur HR department reflects the incapability of Philips Singapore..wahhaa super harsh..but i was so pissed lor

but i made a fool of myself...haha

1 day ltr they called ar..they say bank in my money le..

den 1 day ltr they called say Philips Singapore wants an apology coz i was under Accords tat time n not under Philips..haha den i was like damn it u wan huh.. so i acted v agreeing those type n said sure i wil write one, BUT, i oso demand an apology from UR side coz i was made to wait for my pay for 2mths..den tat girl she dumbfounded..she was like kept mum..den i was like yes of coz i will send an apology letter to Philips i noe is my fault but i would like an apology from ur side too.den she was like quiet for few secs den she said okie i need to consult my manager.den i said sure n i press away..hahahaa..i dun wanna give her a chance to put phone first!hahaaa...

but i think im stupid la send to wrong company..hhaa but i got apologise to Philips le..juz send email back lor..but this is a lesson and shuang thing for me..coz i learnt not to act on impulse..but i also damn shiok coz i got back at that HR girl..she screwed up my pay stil got the cheek to tel me is bcoz of system error..den i asked her u implying it's not ur fault?>den she say no no den explain the same way saying it's not her fault..den she say she has 100 over cheques to do she cant possibly check all are banked in. den i say so u expect me to check when it's ur responsibility.haha we juz keep shooting at each other..but the main thing is::::::I WON!! I WON!! i shoot her til she nothing to say!! yeah!! rare chance ok..hahahahaa shuang!!!!

hv here i come!!starbucks wait for me!!mocha frap!!
hee tmr go out with my 2 dears
sat go out with dear
so happy
=P

crOwn_clOvera 9/16/2004 11:36:00 PM

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

yup, that's rite! i screwed up my exam...
ppl u muz b thinking aiyah i din prepare enough tat's y i say i screwed up rite...
nope!!
guess wat???
my exam starts at 1015, den guess where was i at 1015??i was happily sleeping in my bed...........................
at lik 1020 ar.. when i was still sleepin in my bed..my mama called me on my hp..
eh wat time is ur class?
shit!!!!!!!!
(jump off the bed, cheong n cheong to change n sorts)

den mummy fetched me to sch lor..n i reached sch lik at 11am..n guess wat i told e prof? "sorry im late..my bus broke down.." initially she looked at me with a smile, den aft i told her, she gave me a sian diao look...haha..but i did the test la..but it's like i din do 20marks lor..
haha b4 i reached, will was telling me not to go and den go get mc..but i juz tot i wanna get it done and over with so i juz go lor..aiyah it doesnt matter la..i dun really care liao la..coz i wanna change my major le..
haha...

yup..coz i gave a serious tot..in the past when i wanted to come smu socsc is bcoz i tot smu socsc is social science in biz..den in the future when i graduate(if i manage to) den i can go like HR n sorts that has to do with managing people n sorts la..but after going thru socsc for a mth..i realise if i take psyc in smu, it wil b of no difference to psyc in nus! so wat for i come smu???
moreover, 2 wks ago i was telling ppl i wanna take a second major in finance or marketing when im in yr 3 or 4 lor..but den now i think twice ar..aint i stupid??i mean y shld i cling on to psyc when i noe i hav no future in taking tat? tat time i din want to take psyc in nus is bcoz ppl tell me u needa hav masters den u can be in jobs associated with psyc..
so..i think i wanna change to bbm le..(bac of biz management)..
i wanted to pursue my interest..i wanted to go into pysc coz it has been my dream to be a psycologist..i alwaz think this sub is damn cool..i still like psyc alot..this sub has taught me alot of things..brain n sorts..
but to hav a future..it's not entirely abt interest..interest is e most impt thing..so at least if i go bbm my future may b slightly brighter..although ppl say biz degree is present everywhere..but at least it's betta than a psyc degree that can bring me at most to a counsellor..so ya..
haiz i still feel sad...
but psyc is juz not for me..im not a reading person..n sociology is much worse than psyc..so ya..

crOwn_clOvera 9/15/2004 02:15:00 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2004

ya la!
though i earned $260 in 2 days..but im super tired..sian..it's like if im e cashier stil okie ar..but im not the cashier lor..im the person behind the cashier who keys in the reference no for the receipt, total amt cust spent, spent on wat, tally on not, got bill wrongly or not..blah..darn..the worse thing is i havta take care of this of 4 counters..4 lor!hello u noe how crowded carnival sale is???n den it's like e 4 counters i took r nets amex n visa lor..n this cashier station is at the most prominent place so alot of ppl come one..darn sia..so tired..i've been facing my laptop for hours n hours..headache.......

but it's nice to meet kok winnie chris again lor..den tat siao lay kuan oso v funny..winnie shou le..really..kok i cant tell coz she forever wearin loose clothes..haaha..

but still, im v screwed up..
i've 3 days left to my psyc exam n i hav not finish 4 chaps..n ive review claz tmr..i dun dare to face my prof le..im guilty..

but still..i went out with will last nite..went ard..lost in serangoon..talked outside my hse..nagged by mama..but im happy..happy tat i've him with me...but sth seems amiss..hmmm...

do u think it's a wise choice to flunk my psyc exam?erm...
NO
NO
NO
okie no, i will do well..i must study harder harder for it..it has 10 short essays?i needa buck up..guess i havta skip my stats lesson tmr again..this isnt good..coz wat if in the end i screw up my stats too???NOOOOOOOOOO!!!

))) chicago: hard to say im sorry

crOwn_clOvera 9/12/2004 10:36:00 PM

Friday, September 10, 2004

yes i can only hav a short n sweet post coz im laggin psyc by 4chaps n my weekend is burnt coz im going work at philips carnival sale..12hrs a day..gosh...nvm i want the money..or more exact, i NEED the money..mama havnt been giving me allowance since sch starts..she menopause la i dunno la..i dun wanna ask from her..she dun giv dun giv lor...fine...

haha den now on msn ar n saw kok mag n ah shi all like getting attached le??hee so happy!!tmr ask kok tmr ask kok...haha

ying ar..i really admire ur courage to write all out wor..i dunno..im digesting the fact..hahaha...gosh i really wanna tel u guys alot of things on thurs...
n fine la got ur tan boon keng le den u zhong se qing you le rite???u cannot hor, cannot pang sei me hor
LOL ;)

yes im hopin for my psyc exam to get over asap..i dun get it..y muz i spend so much time in it n i noe i wun score??screw it la..haiz..n i've stopped all my stats bcoz of this..n my proj i oso nv do research..haiz..i miss doing stats...awww...

))) wo ni de shou

**psss! ppl, if u got time (u must) pray HARD for me tat i wil score super well for my psyc exam k???? thanks!!!!!!! ;D

crOwn_clOvera 9/10/2004 11:24:00 PM

Thursday, September 09, 2004

1. IF YOU WERE TO CHOOSE YOUR OWN
DEATH, HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DIE?
-unknowingly, no one knows I disappeared frm this world. This wud b great or else my sis wil nag me say “u noe how hurt ur family wil b?!”

2. WHAT WOULD BE THE FIRST THING
THAT YOU WOULD DO IF U WAKE UP ONE
MORNING AND FIND OUT THAT YOU'RE
GENDER HAS CHANGED?
- scream n kill myself. But this time when I kill myself I dun hav to do it unknowingly coz my sis wun recognize me. great

3. IF YOU WERE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO
BECOME INVISIBLE, WHAT WOULD BE
THE FIRST THING THAT YOU WOULD DO?
- find ways n means so tat I can remain invisible forever

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CHILDHOOD
MEMORY?
- livin in a container

5. WHAT WAS THE VERY FIRST MOVIE
THAT YOU SAW?
- who wil rem???

6. DO YOU EVER DREAM OF BEING A
POLITICIAN?
- nope. Politician like = old woman

7. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD?
- yup of coz. But it’s juz tat im stuck b4 2 beliefs

8. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE
STUCK IN AN ELEVATOR ALONE FOR AN
HOUR?
- scream once, den save my breath coz I noe I wil run out of oxygen(tv shows alwaz say this)

9. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT FINISHING
STUDIES IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS?
- it’s not whether I believe or not, it’s what my parents brainwashed me with. Plus, studying is SO much betta than workin, I dun mind studying more more..

10. DO YOU ENJOY WATCHING OR
LISTENING TO GHOST STORIES?
- NO

11. WHAT'S YOUR NEW YEAR'S
RESOLUTION?
- hav more money n get rid of all my bad character but tat’s not poss

12. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?
- dun hav a definitely greatest one..but a lot..like being neglected..snakes..oh ya now I noe wat’s my greatest fear - this thing tat ppl put in their porridge tat is brown colour n is some fried onion oil or wat

13. HOMOSEXUALITY.. OK OR NOT OK?
- siao. These ppl r siao

14. IS IT OKAY FOR YOU TO FLIRT WITH
ANOTHER GUY/GIRL THOUGH YOU
ALREADY ARE COMMITTED WITH
SOMEONE ELSE?
- well u gotta c ur definition of flirt la..hmm I guess not juz as long tat person isn’t attached?no la I dunno I havnt been thru

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE
PLACE IN THE WORLD?
- erm…….dunno

16. DO YOU HAVE STAGE FRIGHT?
- learning not to hav

17. HAVE YOU EVER IMAGINED YOURSELF
KILLING ANYONE?
- yes of coz..im alwaz saying sha diao ni n kill u ar

18. HAVE YOU EVER STOLE ANYTHING IN
YOUR WHOLE LIFE?
- is stealin stickers from my aunt’s drawer considered?den yes lor

19. WHAT BORES YOU?
- nothing to do..erm nothing to eat..alot la

20. IF OFFERED A MILLION PESOS,
WOULD YOU RUN NAKED IN YOUR
STREET?
- no siao

21. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RIDE AT
ENCHANTED KINGDOM?
- hmm..

22. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONFINED IN A
HOSPITAL? WHY?
- nope, is confined in cubicle when I was borned considered? Den yes lor

23. ONCE IN YOUR LIFE, DID YOU EVER
DREAM OF BECOMING A NUN OR A
PRIEST?
- I think when I was young I did think of tat..

24. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE
COMMERCIAL?
- I dun really watch comm..shld b doin sth or thinking of sth at tat pt of time

25. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT
LESSON THAT YOU'VE LEARNED IN YOUR
LIFE?
- dun play too much

26. WATS UR GREATEST DREAM?
- to b in my own la la world

27. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
- I think so….

crOwn_clOvera 9/09/2004 02:05:00 PM

Sunday, September 05, 2004

yup im going to mug n mug for my psyc
yes
haha but i dun think i'll do it..im nv determined..
n im going to put my stats aside from this wk den pia stats aft my psyx exams..ya la not v healthy n gd..but cant b helped..play too much le..
but im thinking how can i study for my stats aft my psyc ar..im going to meet caiying n shuwen n oso will..haha nvm la..i'll think bout it by den la..
but wat if i mug so much den nv score for my psyc??????
den die la chey

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!
im soooooo haPpY for CaiYiNg deAr!!!hee
it's like i called her with e tot of hearing bout wat happened in the msg with k,den ltr she tel me bout sth else!!
la la la~~
:ying: alwaz b a happy girl k?hmm i think u r now la haa..ytday u kept gigglin on the other side..haha..oh den dun giggle too much la =P

n yes, im going to pull will to go shopping with me..
i lack:
watches (those watches cum bracelet type),tops, skirts, mayb levi's jeans, shoes
la la la
hee

))) jolin: ling meng cao de wei dao

crOwn_clOvera 9/05/2004 05:35:00 PM

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

damn it
my psyc mid term exams is in 2.5wks time.
n i got to noe it only today
n im not prepared at all
y e hell exams come so fast???darn

n i guess my stats one oso comin..i think im losin interest in maths..y..

i think there's something seriously wrong with me..y cant i react correctly??haiz nvm la..no one wil understand n i wun too..doesnt matter..dun care

time is killin me coz i cant get my ass to study n im filled with tonnes of hmwk
it's lik every hr more,i hav one ton of hmwk added to my truck
wonderful life

crOwn_clOvera 9/01/2004 12:15:00 AM