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Thursday, April 28, 2005

uhh hmm hmm...i realised something!!oh well i found a weird case..there's been a few times...when i bicker with will, sis somehow or rather bickered with ah liang too..weird eh..been lik 2 3 times le..hmm..
den there's also a "cursed" shirt..will has this shirt tat whenever he wears..we will quarrel..ho ho ho..cursed shirt..okie i sound v v supersitious..but den he wore it 4 times n we quarrelled on those days..uh huh..4 times..i guess i wud rather believe in superstitions..

enough of those..quite bored today..actually im super doper bored...still am..so i spent the whole afternoon collatin a list of phones that i think are gd..not bad..abt 9 phones n their specs..erm current fav: N3230..hee..i was thinking of samsung e810..but that phone is lik totally good camera n phone thing..i was looking for a phone that has a superb camera n that's it..but it's lik i dunno this phone has video or not..looked n searched ard..cant find info on that..n 3230 has radio!hee..shit shit..i think im lik in the mood for a new phone..lik that feeling a yr back..
but this phone is really failing..darn phone..dun get it..bought it not long..but it's failing me..sometimes i will tihnk is it bcoz i bought it at my cousin place..hmm..dunno la..
wat to change leh??hmm...

in the end i din get to meet ying n wen..things cropped up here n there..oh ya met ying lik for 5mins..but den she left to meet her LG..ho ho ho..
dunno how's her interview....
mine turned out back..coz i dun think i got the job..lik it's been 3 days lor!dun think so la..nvm..nxt wk go find more jobs lor..ytday i called loreal n ml consulting..gosh u dunno how PISSED off i was..that time loreal called me n she was so nicey nicey n sorts..so i tot lik she's GOOD..kao i called her ytday n she was lik oh i dun rem. when i get ur info den i call u. *with very irritated tone*
damn u..
n ML dun hav any survey for me to do..so im only left with kelly services......okie i will go recruit express on mon..at least this increases my chances of getting a job..
money!!!! CAN YOU DROP FROM THE SKY????????

hai....

bloop bloop...nothing else to write looo....
wen be careful k..dun c lao pei pei den u open door okie..b careful hor..
hee

crOwn_clOvera 4/28/2005 09:20:00 PM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

seeing wat ying wrote..hey..u set me thinking sia..well i guess..yeah im thankful im doing wat i love..at least passion can push me further..but it's not all that gd as it seems..think lik..wat can i do??counsellor??no im not qualified to b one with juz a psychology degree...definitely not a psychologist or psychiatrist..oh well i think i would prefer to b a psychiatrist..coz it seems so cool..
so girl..dun b dejected..i mean u will definitely find something u love eventually..i guess u do hav but u dun hav the change to fulfil it..it's okie..be realistic for the time being i guess..lik get good grades n get a job..i think so la..coz that's the world...den when u got the chance den go fulfil ur dream..

thats all for now i guess...blog again bah...

crOwn_clOvera 4/26/2005 11:26:00 PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

hey hey!!went MacRitchie again today..hee...
i guess to me this is a whole new feeling compared to last week..i mean hmm..this time round went with papa n mama..well last week went with sis n siliang..it was more of walk walk walk..today..daddy n mummy will tel us what tree is what..well i quite the feeling that i know this plant or tree is what name and how it looks like and recognise it the next time round..then daddy as usual will crack his lamo jokes and when we were on the bridge it was quite fun..okie it's much more fun than last wk..coz daddy as usual dun care abt others' views and he talked real loud..haha..others might think it's shameful or wat shit..i dun think so..coz that's my dad..lalala
den we went rifle range road there to feed monkeys..gosh..guess what..okie we bought bananas for them and they all came around our car to get the bananas..haha..n wah gosh man..we saw in total 4 times papa monkey on top of mama monkey..u noe?yeah that's rite..we were lik gosh!hahaa..n those monkeys are really human like..it's lik we wanted to feed the small monkeys..coz the big monkeys keep scaring them away so that the big ones can get all the food..and we even saw one bigger mother monkey bullying a super small monkey!gosh!she pinned him to the ground and slapped him and pull him around..bad monkeys..hahaa..

nature..such a wonderful place..but spore juz lack those..hai..i wanna go overseas..dun really hav that unobtainable hope that i can go around the world..juz wanna go overseas once in a way..but dun forget my second name..poor
yeah

haha..kok ar..i told u i wanna organise outing hor..but den it's lik my hands dun really hav the energy to plan it out..hee..wait aft ur exams den i discuss with u ppl..haha..

i juz wanna vent..it's lik i juz cant stand him..NOT at all..okie but i still appear fine..coz i dun wanna create trouble..but i juz cant stand..tmd..but i cant do anytrhing abt it..n i cant even say anything..nvm..i will do my best to vent..haha..

yeah my dear ying say she will lend me her "my sister's keeper"!!!hee..i wanna read that man..i already saw lik 2 books that i want..but i dun hav money to buy now..so i will wait for GSS..by that time i will hav more cash..hopefully *fingers crossed** and my fav ying say i can go her hse aft her exams to borrow any book i lik from her.. ho ho ho..haha yeah..hey girl dun worry i will be extra extra careful with ur books..i noe what ur bro did to them..hahaaha..
n yeah im meeting ying n wen SOON..haha dun say when or where..shh shhh..hee..

hmm i think i wanna go play game liao..yeah i hav a game i like..haha..it's a very boring game..totally..but i love it.who else matter
:)

crOwn_clOvera 4/24/2005 09:59:00 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

hmm..life's been sorta boring..lost that zest..
like i really really dunno wat to do...rot??
i dun wanna waste life lik tat..but i dun really noe wat to do..cant buy that book coz my cash is really limited..i wish money wil rain..
but well..hmm..went topshop..me chris n siling made a blunder..haha..but im quite okie with it la..we tot it's storewide sale..but actually isnt..n made a mistake n this n tat..but oh well..who dun err..right?yeah..but been so tired recently..so i got so lethargic after shopping a while..it juz seems so surprising..

wat else..erm i wanna find job nxt wk..anyone?think i wan those adhoc kind..i think i will juz call survey n loreal up..shld hav some jobs for me..if not i will juz go thru classifieds again lor..it's lik a cycle..hai..serves me right for being so nasty with my prev bosses..mush pot n philips..haha..

let's c..wat else..hmm..msn is lik a place for me to rot more..oh n talked to charlie's girl twice..think she's a nice girl..haha..n lik sometimes i think is msn for ppl to chat?to kill time?or juz to disturb those on ur list??hmm..dunno

oh n guess wat..im revising my a maths n e maths now..haha..coz im tutoring my cousin..gosh i really forgot alot..but well..if i manage to teach her..den i can take up tutoring to earn money too rite..haha..but i think im quite impatient..i will flare up if ppl dun work hard..but it's out of my control whether they will work hard or not..haha..

okie im blabbering..bored..gonna slp already..coz i havnt been able to catch a good nite slp for a v long time..i need slp..n tmr stil hav that faci thing that i think will be tiring too..comon i muz b energetic tmr!!ya!!oh well juz take up the role of a responsible n enthu faci i will be able to gain that energy..welll something from psyc..haha..

hmm i think i wanna work..yes..i got too much things to get..erm well u see..there's lik specs..n erm my special funds for GSS..but that will be from my sis..hee sis say she's giving me money..good good..n my funds for hong kong too leh?hai..siling went hk n she said the clothes there are not very spore style..but still..i wnna go overseas..yeah no matter wat..been saying this for v long..i juz wanna go..i wanna shop til i drop..wat's that feeling like??hmm.......

crOwn_clOvera 4/19/2005 11:26:00 PM

Friday, April 15, 2005

CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS

aiyoh..finally OVER...
okie i will not elaborate alot coz nus n ntu still mugging.. (when did i bcum so considerate????? :P)
but den..yeah today is lik psyc paper..i LOVE psyc..u cannot imagine my passion and intense feeling for this subject..it juz grows by the day..as i realised its so related to me, n i can relate to all things ard me.,.gosh..this is juz my dream..

i went kino juz now while waiting for sis..gues wheere did i land my tired feet on?yeah bingo the psyc section..so in the mood for psyc..n i saw this book..its lik WAH i like..coz its abt this woman having some psychological illness and how she experineced and overcame it..love it..thinking of going back to buy it..it's called..erm..i noe she's rachel..i think it's called "get me out of here"..yeah yeah..gosh shld i buy it??coz im really low in funds now..erm..not bcoz i spent alot..havnt got the chance to spend u noe..mug so much..but other reasons la..oh well..c how..sis gonna give me money soon..yeah..hee..

hmmm...now dun really noe wat to write..i so mentally n physically drained..i shld be happy after exams are over rite?hmm mayb may not b..coz it's lik i had an aim in mind.. **muz score for exams** den now..erm short term goal is accomplished..erm havnt accomplished la..but out of my will le..
now got new aim **muz get my license**
yeah i muz get..coz if i fail this time..die liao..coz i will hav to retake n i definitely dun hav time for that..
i muz get my license no matter wat.

oh been half a mth since i blog yeah..hmm..i din wan to..coz i dun wanna affect the drive of studying..though the drive din help...i wonder will hard work pay off..will it?i din work v hard actually..coz i have tv marathon every nite..haha..730 to 830 good luck or dolphin bay..den after tat slack for a while..but usually got show..den 9 to 10 is that huo xia qu..den 10 to 11 is liu jing xiu yue..xuan xuan!!luo jia liang!!hahaha..oh see see..i keep saying i got study is bluff ppl one...hahahaha..but i hope to get better gpa than prev term..prev term is too LOUSY liao..arrgghh..hahaa

i dunno wat else to say le..erm oh well n i dun think i will be working much...needa conc in my driving lessons..i muz muz jia you..den can work part part time la..den after that in june n july will hav to help out as faci..den mayb going hong kong too..erm..ya..

im not in the mood to HIGH la..mayb tmr..but tmr morn gotta wake up real early to go treetop with sis..haha..some place in macritechi..spell wrongly la i noe..uhh byeeee

crOwn_clOvera 4/15/2005 11:14:00 PM