Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Havnt been blogging much 'cause I'm too lazy to. Quite alot of things happened and I'm plain lazy to blog.
Heading for Hokkaido on Wednesday. Yes yes there's excitement but I dunno how to translate to words now.
'Cause I just received a mail for Jia Hui. Well the story happened on Saturday during RDA session. It was a normal session and as usual we had fun. Then during the session itself my rider fell off the horse. We were told to trot with the instructor around and then when we wanted to trot, my rider fell off 'cause he didn't hold on to the saddle. it was really a traumatising thing for me. Thank God nothing happened to my rider 'cause the horse stopped in time. After that i was really affected and I wanted to recall whatever has happened. I wanted to recall every single bit to know who should be blamed, am I really at fault. But after much thought i realised so what if I shouldn't be the sole person at fault? So what if there are other people at fault? It doesn't help. All I should do is to learn from it.
Now I know that even if given the command to trot, I should have checked properly. I should have made sure that my rider was ready. 'Cause eventually no one, other than the leader, will be blamed for any mistakes.
Then Jiahui sent me a mail today. She wanted to assure me that I've done well in the past and I shouldn't be affected by this incident. I was really touched 'cause that incident other things happened that made me really unhappy. Oh well, I just gotta learn from it and not make such mistakes again, or any mistakes to be exact.
And did I mention I've stopped dance classes? Stopped around a month ago. Due to various reasons. One is of 'course Jing. Now that she's in US, no one's going with me and it's really boring and scary to go alone. Another reason would be my expectations. Initially I gave myself till the end of the year, if my skills are not as good as I've set, then I will give up. I guess I've decided to give up earlier.
Can't remember what else happened.
Wen didn't sound right when I talked to her just now. I wonder what happened.
On a lighter note, I've packed my bag! Luggage I mean. Jeannee decided on what to wear like weeks ago. And Sis told me she wrote down sets of clothes that she is bringing. So I did the same also. I made sure i brought extra sweaters and jackets.
Oh ya! I saw Elaine at Far East that day. I seem to bump to her quite often. Haha.
And I went KTV with Wen n Ying that day. I think next time when we go KTV we should invent more activities other than singing. It gets boring after a while.
Alright. Shouldn't have time to blog again before I'm back. And I need to continue packing now :)
crOwn_clOvera 5/29/2007 12:40:00 AM
