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Sunday, December 17, 2006

We went Chomp Chomp for dinner just now and it started to pour when we were about to leave. Dad had wanted to sit at the table until the rain stops, but there were some youngsters waiting for our seats so we decided to leave. And my darling sister actually said the rain wasn't very heavy, and so we ran towards the car.

But no la! the rain was bloody heavy. And while running towards the car, I shouted
"FUCK YOU!", in a joking tone. 'Cause actually I was enjoying it! HAHA. Running in heavy rain, it's quite cool actually. I had a waoh-i-feel-so-much-better feeling. HAHA.

After few weeks of dance, I know I really love it. But, along with this love is stress. I want to perform. Sometimes I can, but most of the time I was unable. Once I have some problems getting the steps, I will get nervous, and the want to perform well gets stronger. And often, this want and nervousness lead to mental block. I will forget some steps. Can't recall can't get into my brain suddenly. I feel sad. But of 'cause, I'm only few weeks into it. I will do better.

I should really really look for some sources of stress management. Perhaps a book or what. Yes I think I need. I'm so lousy at managing my stress that I hate myself for it.

NVM. Yeah!! Ying's coming back on 3rd. HEHE. We will go to all places with delicacies in Singapore okie? We will do it secretly so my mama dunno. Then we can go out late. HAHAHA.

crOwn_clOvera 12/17/2006 09:12:00 PM

The Craze

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I LoooVe

 SHOPPING!
MONEY!!
carousels :O
chocs (lindt creme brulee!)
sashimi (tuna belly)
Bakerzin
dancing
ktv
travelling
horses!
be a couch potato
my family
colorfulrain

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WanT list*~

 ~ Go Japan, Britain, Taiwan, HK
~ more n more money!!!!
~ job
~ carousel

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WisH list*~

 # have ALOT of money
# straight teeth :X
# tour
# forever shopping
# happiness
# Japanese

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*_mag
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*_jackass
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