Tuesday, September 26, 2006
DE_STRESS101
i have quite a bit of stuff going to due, and all needs alot of time. i wish i have more time. more time not to study, but to spare sometime when i can slack and just watch tv and relax. i still have such time now, but i juz hope there were more. some more. a little more.
at least it's good now coz in the past, whenever i feel there's a lack of time, i would juz give up and not study at all. for now, i will study. still will. hope it persists.
destress at dbl o was quite fun. though my mood wasnt all happy. i dunno.
but tze may really spiced things up. seriously, u are like the most high person there and everyone was so affected by ur craziness and went insane with u too. hahaha
and bryan's hair really quite "in trend" eh? hahahaha
and i drank tequila shot the wrong way also, william taught me the correct way. hehehe i shall learn more.
i think going clubbing for me is more of trying. i suddenly had the tot of not wasting young days. not alot left le. hahaha
and gor's ROM was on last sat.. i enjoyed myself coz i was in charge of video and pic taking. hahaha. it's so sweet when the solemnizer said things like you will love each other in sickness and sorts. if i was the one, i would b crying like shit already. ahhhh so touching.
perhaps pic some other time. not in the right mood
and i realise whenever i feel stressed, i will keep to myself. not wanting to talk to anyone, and if anyone tries to talk to me, u will get it
my temper is horrendous. hav been wanting to change it but it's arduous. i will still try.
i dun wanna study. i rather work. really. at least i dun have to worry about exams months before it comes. worrying bout not being able to finish reading up before class. finishing assignments. and the list goes on for worries i have every night. when you work, stress stays in the office, usually. and i can hav fun every night, usually.
but now, i cant have fun every day, usually.
crOwn_clOvera 9/26/2006 12:03:00 AM