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Monday, April 10, 2006

im still in deep depression
thoughts have been going in circles, thinking why muz it be me and why are there such bastards and what can i do to get my phone back
i really feel lik tracking him down
but tell me how
i've tot of getting a hoax email and email raymond (the interior designer) and try to bluff him into giving me that bastard's number or contact
den i bluff him or wat
and try to find him
get him return me my phone
but what if he isnt the one who took my phone? what if he sold the phone in msia? what if he gave it to his family? what if he sold it to his frens? so much uncertainties
im bad at coping with uncertainties
and this is why i say i will develop mental disorder

i really wish gor n jeanee is in sing, den i can get u 2 to go down that ID's office and coax him into giving us the bastard's number
if i m filthy rich, i can also throw 500bucks to that raymond and get him to tell him his fren's number and testify him for me
but if im really so filthy rich den i can always get a new phone rite? but this is not the case! tat phone is MY phone! i juz wanna get it back!
i juz get so bothered by this such that i will go into episodes of depression now and den
i dunno what else to do other than be sad

and i got mental block while doing psyc exam today. y?

life cant get worse

and i dun think i will get the summer term mod that i bidded
results will be out in 3pm
i dun think i will get it

i really think life is worst stage now
how to get it back to normal?
i dun think so
life is worst
fuck

crOwn_clOvera 4/10/2006 02:15:00 PM

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