Friday, August 26, 2005
im not really suppose to b here now..as in in this web page..coz im suppose to study..juz the first wk..n it's so stressful..
well it wasnt lik tat until ytday...b4 tat i was quite relaxed n sorts..
but ytday i decided to take a double major in HR and then i realised to finish in 4yrs, i havta take one more mod this sem!so there u go..check thru the requirements, email prof..i was having qualms bout it..coz it's lik they say HR dun need a degree in it..okie siew hui say one..but den i think wat aileen said was v true..juz go for wat u wan..care so much bout wat others say for wat..u hav passion u go for it..
yup so here i m, throwing 41 into my bid for MPW..which is a pre requisite for HR major..41 dollars is holy double of wat they give us for each course..if i dun get it......might as well jump ar..haha..feel lik putting more in now..coz i hav to take it..at least this sem..coz got ppl pei..i dun wanna take it alone..
and so im troubled coz im worried..worried i might not get the course n sorts..
and of coz bout others things too...
so im stressed up..
guess i still cant manage stress at this stage..i mean lik mayb mid term then im able to manage stress..coz it's a gradual thing...if it comes suddenly i wun b able to take it..which is wat im facing now..
wat's worse..my throat is playing w me...
and wat's worst...i hav work tmr..
i seriously detest working...coz i hav to put up a front..wear a 'mask'..
i really wonder..y is it that my sis n bro are so fortunate n yet they dun appreciate it.....during their growing up yrs they can enjoy the luxury n all..but look at me now..
mayb they had their probs too..i dunno...
but sometimes, i really wanna scold my sis..but i wun..it's not all abt her saving money for herself..this is not the issue abt herself only..she doesnt think i feel..if she wans to b with liang den she shld save money for their future coz he's going to study...n if this one yr that she had work, she had save money, den daddy n mummy wun b so sad..y it seems to me she's so selfish..i know her work is really stress n everything..so to spend the money she earned is a definite thing...but it's lik..u dun havta spend everything rite..
im juz..tired..v tired n sad..suddenly..mood swings mayb..i really hope it's mood swings coz this means i'll b fine in a while..
sorry girl i feel my words to u were harsh last nite...sorry...
i needa go study..i tot writing things down i wud feel better n can study better..but it din seem so..oh mayb i shld talk bout something happy!
rite i sold my 2 texts for 53..though i bought them at 75..but can la huh..stil money mah..hee...
oh n my dear dear was so heng ytday...we were in sch, den there was this lucky draw thing..n he won the top prize!!!! cold hard hundred bucks!!!! cash leh cash leh..hee..
when was the last time i won something??
hmm.....haha i think it's the F4 tics 4 yrs back..
im runnig out of things to say le...hmm...oh right im now a 3 day wk..not 2 day le..oh no no it's not confirmed yet..mon den i noe..okie im gonna increase my bid in case i dun get it..it's okie to b the highest bidder..coz that means i got it...haha
right im selling pringles tmr..my lovely mummy adores pringles..i dunno y..mayb coz i sell too much of it i dun lik it...i still love doritos n cheddar ruffles..hee..but nope cannot eat..hee
okie no more blabber...take care okie u!!
oh sorry wen i din noe this phone's price is so persistent..i'll help u look for if there's a lower price k..sorry...
crOwn_clOvera 8/26/2005 02:10:00 PM
