Tuesday, August 02, 2005
i freaking hate my sch mail ard this time!!coz they lik to spam it..those stupid cca stuff..i dun lik u so stop spamming alright!!
i juz went away for 4 days n there were lik 90plus unread???!!!luckily i always clear m y mail if not the impt mails kena rejected i willkill u ppl who lik to spam!!
haha okie im exaggerating
hee
oh yeah juz read tm's blog..well her blog always does sth when i finish reading it. a smile..hee..u are hilarious la girl...hee
so shld i call u hilary??
oh okie not funny eh
hee
erm erm erm..im bored..that darn will wan me to wait for him to talk leh..hmm but im lazy..hee
oh yeah juz felt strongly bout this..i think in a relationship communication is like THE word..and i mean 2 way communication..heard a few recently..and lik hmm..yeah i noe..but saying is easier rite..i dunno whether u 2 are alright or not..sorry girl tat day aft i came back we were suppose to talk but in the end i tot u will call me n i din call back..hope u are fine k??
hmm pondering..is it really impt to hav alot of frens..coz i juz said i din hav alot of frens in smu..well i really dun hav alot..not even those who can always spend lunch with me..kindda loser ar...but i dunno..it's juz not me to step into the class n start chit chatting n hold a conversation..yes this is wat im bad in..continuing a conversation..i've realised..i like to shut ppl off..lik my sis..n i always tell her off..but i din reflect..hai..
for the past 2 sems i told myself b4 gonig class tat i will talk to others..but well juz somehow..i juz cant..juz cant picture myself doing things lik "hey im ash, so u are?" and lik "haha yeah u are right man!" and "yeah that's cool tat's cool!!".. basically it means starting a conversation and agreeing with the other party..coz i juz realised lik if u start a comnversation and u disagree with that person, the conver stops there.yes there. silence.
so since it will stop in silence y not dun let it start since the ending is the same..right excuses..and another prob with me..well u noe i hav a really bad and nasty face when i dun smile..so sometimes while walking in sch, i might b thinknig or plain stoning, and i passed by some one i juz knew, it might juz take me tat long for him/her to walk past me and hoping i wud say hi, this period, for me to react that i havta say hi..yes that long..so if u dun smile or hi, well gone
oh yeah talking bout sch
guess wat's sch's new system eh??juz went sch today to get the new card..and i realised to get into sch, i havta "tee" to go in..lik MRT..den the gantry will open..and i was telling sis..mrt is lik instantaneously aft the "tee" the gate will open rite..well wat i've tried in shc today is tht aft the "tee" the freaking door took lik 1 to 2 secs to open..and wat's worse..if one day i juz happen to forget to bring my card out, den gone lor, no need to go for classes liao..
well this has it's plus n minuses la..at least there wun b irritating ppl who juz go into our rooms to enjoy the aircon eh..and we are really differnet now..coz other schs dun hav this and no one else can crash into our lectures..haha..
hav yet to noe more bout sch..dun ever ask me lik "oh how's the moving of sch??" and this is wat some asked me tat day..i completely dunno..although it seems to b a big thing la..but it aint to me..to me, i juz wanna get the grades and that's it..
okie this topic of juz getting grades will elaborate some other time..
coz that pig finally done..okie calling time!hee
oh no i havnt load the pics..some other time la..mayb tmr..but i wanted to dedicate tmr to unpacking..haha yes aft so many days i havnt unpack..aiya i bz mah..hee
nite!!!
crOwn_clOvera 8/02/2005 01:03:00 AM
