Saturday, March 12, 2005
im so bored..so bored..nothing to do..
i studied more than i expected today..*surpprised**
spending my time all alone at hm..so bored..daddy mommy n sista all out..
sometimes i really trhink..will i left with one day where i dont hav any frens..lik i cant meet ppl coz i needa study or juz plain lazy to go out..n tat makes me lose frens?i dunno..but it's lik for philips colleague lik tat..i think first few times, mayb lik 3 4 times i din go for their gathering for various reasons..but mainly was bcoz i hav sth on or tat i needa studt for tests..juz wanna tell kok..dun bother to ask me along for the nxt outing le la..coz it's lik u asked me so many times n i alwaz nv go..n i feel paiseh..plus it's lik perhaps they will think i purposely dun wanna go..so if nxt time i go i think i will b left out?dunno..
oh gosh watching some channel 8 show that shows those 7 teenagers torture another teenager..are all of them so ruthless or did they conform to the majority?shld the court find out who was actually the ones who started the torture and punish him or her most severely??hai...how i wish i can read ppl's mind....those disgusting minds n clean them away..so that the world will b perfect...but that's crap..yeah crap..coz b4 i cleanse others' mind..i hav to clean mine..sth wrong with me..
girl ar dun b too crazy over diets k..love urself..you are beautiful and u are wonderful..i mean it..dun hurt ur body k..anything juz talk to us..really..
i wonder can i really become a psychologist or a counseller when me myself has so much probs..dunno..life mayb hard..but i gotta live it to the fullest..or at least fuller..haha..coz right now im not doing anything to live it to the fullest..
i really think jing n keelong damn pei..so so compatible..so sweet...but..nvm..they are so sweet la!!haha..they hav fu qi lian leh..haha..n siew hui's getting on fine with her guy..n aileen is attached with oliver..n this n that..i alwaz feel so happy when i see my frens getting attached or being v xing fu..haha..
crOwn_clOvera 3/12/2005 09:30:00 PM