Wednesday, February 02, 2005
fuck
y dun they juz understnad. yes im in bad mood. okie no im not in bad mood but im super stressed. i hav 2 exams in less than 2 wks time n i havnt even start studying. n i hav to finish all the fucking projects before i can start my revision. i juz dun fucking know y muz we do all those shit in my projs. n when i reach hm, i juz dun wanna talk AT ALL. or at least to the minimum. but she will keep asking and den when i say aiyah dunno la she will say im being attitude n IM WRONG. hey hello??i told u i wanna skip my lesson tmr coz i dread the long darn tedious journey to sch and most imptly, that lesson is redundant. n u told me everything there is a price to pay? fuck?i cant even hav the choice to stay at hm????wat??u say i cant study at hm???so who is it that always come to my table n say eh dinner eat wat. eh go bank with me. eh go pass things to ah ma with me. eh this eh that. so meaning im not concentrating??im not trying to say that i dun wan u to say that to me. i am definitely fine with that. i noe everyone needs to talk..i noe it's nice to talk to u. but fuck, can u see the pt?i stay at hm is good for both u n me! although i study at slower pace at hm, but if i use the time i spent travelling that is like fucking 1 hr to study, i will effectively be studying at the same rate!n how do u fucking noe i DO study at sch??do u noe i spent my time downloading songs n talking on msn??u dun even noe!how can u juz conclude that i do study better in sch???cant u juz treat me like an adult. i noe what i am doing and i WILL pay for wat i decide to do!if i cant study den i pay by getting low grades alright!so u care abt me getting low grades n cant be proud of me in front of relativess????fuck
i noe i said fuck alot alot of times. but i juz needa say it out or else i will juz scold fuck to the next person who talks to me.
n fuck it i tel u, i forgot to hand in my sociology journal n i havnt do my AS. im juz fucking screwed up by all those proj n more porj meetings. ineffective, slow, time consuming. although the ppl are fun but at this pt of time when i cant even finish my things if GOD gives me 10 days a week. im juz fucking pissed.
okie im done with my venting.
im juz tired n sick..hav u ever tot?paper chase is all abt this??y cant we do something n learn something tat will aid us in the future?okie mayb BGS will help a little..bare minimum..but the fucking CT is like shit.hello how the hell do ppl LEARN to be creative??so it's LEARNT???fuck.
fucking waste of time to do CT
u juz try to do to her needs rather than learning something.
fuck
crOwn_clOvera 2/02/2005 10:31:00 PM
