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Friday, December 31, 2004

i guess being envious is also good in some sense..coz i will remind myself how to strive better..in the past i was childish..i tot i MUST surpass my sis..but after getting my A's that time..it wasnt the case anymore..we are some sort on par..after so long im finally lik "there"..but i dun feel any achievement or whatsoever..coz surpassing my sis is tat impt anymore..cant believe i was so childish back den to cry over losing to her..all in all i wasnt incapable of surpassing my sis..but myself..i was so darn into winning everyone..being the best..being the winner..being the one everyone said "u did so well!"..but it's not necessary rite?
i had wanted tat attention so badly back den..perhaps i still wan it now..but less strong le bah..

or in some sense it is good to hav the goal in my mind to surpass my sis as i will do my best..see wat im doing in uni now..im juz bloody lazy n unwilling to give up my time in shopping playing surfing to study..look at wat im doing now..blogging..shld really limit myself to lik mayb 3 times a wk only..n now tat ying had passed me the soc psyc book..i shld start getting my hands n eyes n brains n concentration on it..ya la..

crOwn_clOvera 12/31/2004 04:41:00 PM

The Craze

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I LoooVe

 SHOPPING!
MONEY!!
carousels :O
chocs (lindt creme brulee!)
sashimi (tuna belly)
Bakerzin
dancing
ktv
travelling
horses!
be a couch potato
my family
colorfulrain

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WanT list*~

 ~ Go Japan, Britain, Taiwan, HK
~ more n more money!!!!
~ job
~ carousel

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WisH list*~

 # have ALOT of money
# straight teeth :X
# tour
# forever shopping
# happiness
# Japanese

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*_ah ying
*_kok hwee
*_shi ting
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*_mag
*_tze may
*_jackass
*_elaine

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