Wednesday, September 15, 2004
yup, that's rite! i screwed up my exam...
ppl u muz b thinking aiyah i din prepare enough tat's y i say i screwed up rite...
nope!!
guess wat???
my exam starts at 1015, den guess where was i at 1015??i was happily sleeping in my bed...........................
at lik 1020 ar.. when i was still sleepin in my bed..my mama called me on my hp..
eh wat time is ur class?
shit!!!!!!!!
(jump off the bed, cheong n cheong to change n sorts)
den mummy fetched me to sch lor..n i reached sch lik at 11am..n guess wat i told e prof? "sorry im late..my bus broke down.." initially she looked at me with a smile, den aft i told her, she gave me a sian diao look...haha..but i did the test la..but it's like i din do 20marks lor..
haha b4 i reached, will was telling me not to go and den go get mc..but i juz tot i wanna get it done and over with so i juz go lor..aiyah it doesnt matter la..i dun really care liao la..coz i wanna change my major le..
haha...
yup..coz i gave a serious tot..in the past when i wanted to come smu socsc is bcoz i tot smu socsc is social science in biz..den in the future when i graduate(if i manage to) den i can go like HR n sorts that has to do with managing people n sorts la..but after going thru socsc for a mth..i realise if i take psyc in smu, it wil b of no difference to psyc in nus! so wat for i come smu???
moreover, 2 wks ago i was telling ppl i wanna take a second major in finance or marketing when im in yr 3 or 4 lor..but den now i think twice ar..aint i stupid??i mean y shld i cling on to psyc when i noe i hav no future in taking tat? tat time i din want to take psyc in nus is bcoz ppl tell me u needa hav masters den u can be in jobs associated with psyc..
so..i think i wanna change to bbm le..(bac of biz management)..
i wanted to pursue my interest..i wanted to go into pysc coz it has been my dream to be a psycologist..i alwaz think this sub is damn cool..i still like psyc alot..this sub has taught me alot of things..brain n sorts..
but to hav a future..it's not entirely abt interest..interest is e most impt thing..so at least if i go bbm my future may b slightly brighter..although ppl say biz degree is present everywhere..but at least it's betta than a psyc degree that can bring me at most to a counsellor..so ya..
haiz i still feel sad...
but psyc is juz not for me..im not a reading person..n sociology is much worse than psyc..so ya..
crOwn_clOvera 9/15/2004 02:15:00 PM
