Wednesday, August 25, 2004
ya la went to find the stupid dance studio high n low today..n den uncle security guard tel u today no lesson..even uncle noe lor n we dunno...argh..n e worse tihg is e dance studio is at raffles annex there lor..where tat time e night walk n that thinghappened..so me siew hui n yi cui were scared..but yi cui v gd..she was tellin us to talk n walk loudly..ya..haha
den went pool club thing today..guess it's kindda fun n not fun too..coz rebecca is backing out..den im all alone la..it's not really gd to b in a cca alone i realised..so i dunno..miranda is there but i dunno her well..c how la..if nxt few wks go le n i dun lik den quit lor..plus i dun wan any commitment...
so now i hav bodyworks claz, pool club n waiting for extremist's activities..oh ya n tri touch too..it's a comm service club la..join for fun only..i thinkin of joinin more..i think i'l join fencing nxt yr..this yr no money to go le..haha..
well im not tat of a loner afterall..im still scared of being alone?i've yi cui n siew hui for bodyworks..pool there's rebecca..den tri touch there's yi shan n david..
i think i need some thing to get myself moving..i dunno..juz feel there's sth wrong w me..some part of me is wrong..mayb my nerves r having prob?mayb i need morphine,ACh,pephernomine?hope i din spell wrongly..haha..psychology is really makin my days man..though it's v theory..but it's interesting..
quote from psychology prof **u do not love with all your heart, coz ur heart only noes how to pump. u love with your BRAIN**
(i've yet to memorise with part of the brain controls ur emotions..but once i do it will update..hahaha)
))) zhe yi miao wo ku le ((( luo zhi xiang
crOwn_clOvera 8/25/2004 11:52:00 PM